My 3 ring circus

Look who is back!

2010-11-20T21:25:00.003-06:00

Me!

I decided tonight that I would start blogging again. Not sure why, maybe because I feel like I share too many personal things on Facebook? Maybe because I am starting a journing into weight loss that I never thought I'd be starting. I'm a little excited, a little nervous, a little anxious about it. So, if you'd like to follow my journey, this is where I'll be sharing about it. Also, I still have my adorable 3 ring circus! They've just grown a bit since the last time I posted. (Can you believe it's been almost 2 years ago?) So, watch for major updates to my blog! Until later...

My 365 Project (& Shadow's disease)

2009-01-10T12:06:00.007-06:00

I'm so not in the mood to blog, so I'll just keep this short. ;) I'll be back later with more pictures and the reason why I'm not in the mood.

I'm doing the 365 Project this year. If you've never heard of it, it's taking one photo for every day of the year. I started posting them on my Facebook, but I think I'll also post them here. :) So, let's get caught up!

Day 1 - 1.1.2009 - David actually took this picture, but I'm counting it. ;)We took the boys to God Father's Pizza to celebrate Christmas with the Blues. I dressed the boys in their Pokemon shirts and Ryan wore his too...that wasn't planned, believe it or not! So, we had to take a picture, of course!

Day 2 - 1.2.2009 - Tristin being silly...giving me an "angry face" because I wanted a picture of him. Of course, he wasn't serious...can you tell? :)

Day 3 - 1.3.2009 - Oh...Paxtin. What wonderful, crazy, yummy thing did you cook up for Shadow? Applesauce and Smarties

Day 4 - 1.4.2009 - Tristin had 101 temp (and was resting on the couch watching cartoons). Shadow was trying to steal his blanket from him. I guess he gave up and just decided to watch cartoons with Tristin - at least, long enough for me to snap this photo!

Day 5 - 1.5.2009 - My $1 Spot find at Target! Wouldn't this look cute with one of Shannon's cupcakes in it? See: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1131183056#/photo.php?pid=246778&id=1131183056 My goal is to do this for the kids' teachers for Valentine's Day. ;)

Day 6 - 1.6.2009 - Paxtin and Shadow had a blast with a box of kleenex while Mommy took a shower. They spread them all over the house. The good thing is...that Paxtin loves to help clean up, so he did a great job of cleaning them up!

Later!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-23T02:14:00.003-06:00

Before I forget to do this...I just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! Here is our Christmas card this year. I hope to get them in the mail tomorrow...lol!

Skull Caps?

2008-11-18T23:03:00.003-06:00

Look what I did! I crocheted my first Skull Cap! Whooohoooo! I have wanted to learn to crochet my entire life. My Mom crocheted, but she was right handed and we just couldn't figure out how to teach ME...a lefty. I tried watching her and I tried following, but I just couldn't. Instead, I made up my own. I've crocheted each of the boys a baby blanket and a few others for gifts. Then I started noticing all the cute beanie hats (aka skull caps) and thought...I've got 3 boys. I've got to learn this. So, I searched and searched and didn't find anything on the internet to teach me how to crochet left handed. I needed to SEE it. Then, I stumbled on this blog post: http://crochet-mania.blogspot.com/2008/07/blog-post_11.html Teresa saved the day! Then, another week passed and I started searching for beanie hats, etc. in a left-handed pattern. Guess what I found...Teresa again. She's my new hero. :) So, today I sat down determined to try it...and hour later (I was watching Oprah at the same time), this is what I had:

Anakin LOVES it and the other 2 boys want one NOW. :)

Heavenly Meatballs

2008-10-20T17:54:00.003-05:00

Anakin asked me if I knew how to make meatballs tonight (knowing that I was making spaghetti)...so, I made them. I just made it up as I went along...something I learned from my Mom, I'm sure. Try them, you won't be disappointed!

Meatballs

1 1/2 lbs of Turkey burger meat
2 slices of bread, made into bread crumbs (I used my handy dandy Pampered Chef chopper)
1 egg
1 cup Parmesan Cheese (or more, if you like)
4 or 5 shakes of Fajita Seasoning (we get it here http://www.fiestaspices.com/ - I buy the no salt kind)
Couple shakes of Garlic Salt (next time I'll just use real garlic)

Mix up and make into small balls or large...if you want to cook them in the oven - I think that's what you've got to do if they're huge, right? LOL! Anyway, I cooked them in a little bit of olive oil and then when they were done, I let them sit on a paper towel and then moved them to my sauce...which is just a jar store bought kind (without sugar...did you know there is sugar in almost everything? Drives me NUTS!) The best meatballs I've ever had...really!

Who is Miss Mint?

2008-09-18T10:47:00.002-05:00

This is huge people! It's finally here! For 3 years (give a take a few months) I have scrapped with Miss Mints products. All I knew about her was that she was sweet (from emails), funny (her blog and emails) and that I LOVED her digi products. Well, guess what...she's finally coming out of the digi closet! Stay tuned to her blog: www.peppermintcreative.com/blog for more details!!!!!!!! I can't wait! :)

Yippppeeeee!!!

2008-09-06T11:38:00.002-05:00

I lost 3 lbs this week! That's 11 lbs in 4 weeks! I wish it were 110 lbs, but hey, I've got to do it the healthy way. ;)

Tristin had a great week at school. He had "green days" all week long! I'm sure his teacher is just as happy as we are. LOL! Anakin also is doing really well. He's gotten all A's on his quizzes and tests so far. Got to love that! Paxtin had his Open House for preschool on Thursday. Can you believe I didn't take my camera? Opps! He was soooooooooo happy to see 4 different boys there that he met at summer school! His favorite, "Jimmy" was there too. I wish I could have got a picture of his face when he saw him. His eyes got HUGE and he made a cute "excited" noise. He loved Jimmy at summer school...although he never really played with him. LOL! He must be the "cool kid". ;)

I'll be back later with pics, layouts and more... :)

Down 8.4 lbs in 3 weeks!

2008-08-28T10:18:00.003-05:00

Whoooohoooooo!!!

I'm so excited! www.naturallyyoursgrocery.com just opened a store near us! Since starting my "new way of life", I have been visiting our different grocery stores...Walmart, Kroger, Schnucks, Meijer...and have been scouting out things that are healthy. Walmart sucks in this department! You've just got to stick with milk, yogurt, cheese, meat, fruits and veggies...I hardly don't even shop in the middle of Walmart anymore. Kroger...they are better. They actually have a health food section. There are a few things I can get there. Schnucks has a large section and Meijer has stuff spread throughout the store and they have a sign at the top of each section that says "Healthy Living". So, at least I know where to go now. LOL! But, Naturally Yours is ALL health stuff, organic, etc. It's like walking into heaven for me. I'm so ready to try different stuff and get healthy. :) I found Stevia drops there for our tea. I found more "No Pudge" fudge brownie - NO FAT mix...lots of different Soy Crisps that I think are YUMMY and make me not miss my chips. Tofu..tofu hot dogs...gonna try those tonight. :) It is expensive, but I don't care! I feel better eating this stuff!

Quick note about Tristin. He had a "yellow day" and then a "green day" yesterday. He's doing so much better, really. His teacher said they moved him and a few others to make more room at the tables. She said he's doing better being at the end where he doesn't have someone on the sides of him. Not sure what that means, but at least it's working. He is still excited about school and was SUPER excited about the library and computers he got to visit/do. I'd rather deal with the few things he's doing 'wrong' than him not liking school!

That's it for me...I need to get something done around here today! The kitchen is a disaster. I cooked last night and David didn't do dishes. LOL!!! We watched a little Heroes instead. ;)

"I'm going to shoot it out!"

2008-08-26T12:50:00.002-05:00

Oh...everyone should have a few boys in their lives. I tell you what...if there's one reason God blessed me with three...it's because he knew that I could handle the burping, farting and the potty talk. It actually cracks me up. Maybe it's because I lived with Amy for so long. (She doesn't read my blog, but you know I'm for sure going to link her up now!) I think she just may have more hot hair than me and that's saying a lot! :)

Okay, so Paxtin was playing outside this morning. Since he's the only one home during the day now, I decided I'd better go check on him and see what he was doing. I walked up to the door and saw his bare butt once again. He has a thing for peeing outside. He's even been known to poop outside (I think he's done it twice over the summer.) So, I asked him to come up to the house and he did. I said, "What are you doing?" He said, "I'm pooping!!!" Me..."Oh, no you're not!" Paxtin laughed and went to the bathroom to sit... I followed him and asked him, "How in the world did you think you were going to poop out there in the middle of the yard?" He said, "I was going to SHOOT it out Mommy!" I really think he thought he was going to shoot it out far away from him...not realizing that it wouldn't go far and probably end up with it in his pants that were down around his ankles. LOL!!! Oh, that child! He does crack me up! I'm pretty sure he's been studying how Shadow poops and he thinks he should be able to do it too!

Day 3 - It's a GREEN DAY!!!!

2008-08-25T15:43:00.003-05:00

Tristin stayed in the GREEN today! YIPPPPPEEEE!!!! I knew he could do it and I'm so proud of him! Paxtin and I ran to the store this morning and he picked out "special" suckers for him and his brothers (he insisted we get one for them too). I got them out when they got home from school...the green day just made it extra special. ;)

As for me, I didn't get much done today, but I got to spend it with Paxtin...alone and it just felt good! It's so strange to think that we don't get to spend a lot of time together alone (same for Tristin). If I run to the store, I normally pick one of them to go with me...or ask who wants to go. Paxtin almost always wants to go. He's still at that age that ANYWHERE is exciting as long as he gets to go! He just makes things fun. I let him walk in the store where normally he rides in the cart. It's a new, exciting world for him.

Okay, I'm off to peel zucchini (yes, I know I should eat the green part, but we like it better without it), fry it in some Pam with fajita seasoning and garlic...cook up some ground turkey and cous cous, sprinkle it all with a little fresh Parmesan cheese...and enjoy. One of my very favorite meals...David's too. The kids...not so much. ;)

4am Wake Up Call

2008-08-25T04:33:00.003-05:00

I'm so not a morning person. I stay up late at night and sleep in as much as the kids will let me. ;) I think this is changing. There's one other thing I don't think I mentioned about Tristin. The day before his first day of school (the 1/2 hour day), he woke up soaked. He had peed in his bed. He hasn't had an accident in at least a year or more. Well, tonight, it happened again. I'm thinking it's because he stopped taking naps before school started and he's just that much more tired that he's having a hard time waking himself up. Does that sound right? Or maybe it is just all the changes of starting school? Seriously though, I couldn't go back to sleep last week when this happened and now... it's a little after 4:30am and I'm still awake. I finally decided to just get on my computer and hopefully, I'll get sleepy again.

Another thing...Saturday night before I hit bed, my eyes started itching REALLY bad. I itched them...and then looked in my mirror. OMG...it was BAD. Totally red, swollen...it looked like someone had beat me up! I went to bed without eye drops (I only found some expired ones) and woke up Sunday morning with horribly puffy and swollen eyes. I also had some crusties, not like Pink Eye crusties, just normal crusties, but more of them. I did end up finding some eye drops that weren't expired and those helped a ton. I could still see that the inside of my eye was swollen though - like the tissue between the eyeball and my face (not sure what that's really called). When I got up with Tristin, I could tell my eyes weren't normal. They aren't as bad as the other night, but still swollen! My guess here is seasonal allergies. It always seems to get worse around school time. It's time to break out the Clariton or maybe I'll just use Zyrtec, since that's what the boys use. (Anakin and Tristin have allergies)

Hmmm...what else. Oh, Anakin and Tristin got their Pokemon cards taken away Sunday morning. David gets so annoyed with the boys...they argue about what card is whose and which card has more "power" and blah blah blah blah blah. Well, I stayed home from church, mainly because of my eyes...and the hunt for Pokemon cards made me decide to clean out the boys' room. They've been sharing a room since the beginning of summer. We've got 2 twin beds, a toddler bed, a big dresser, bookshelf and a small desk in there. There's a bit of space in the middle of all that and it's always full of junk! Stuffed animals, books, toys, papers... The boys don't pick up after themselves as well as they should. I guess you could say that's my fault. ;) So, I gutted their room. Took out all the toys, garbage, put the books on their shelves (now if Paxtin would just get over having to pull them all out to look at 1 or 2), cleaned out under their beds and swept the floor. Wow, what a difference! So, my goal on Monday is to work on the "playroom" aka the "baby room". Get all the toys downstairs...and move Anakin in there. Hopefully, that will result in having him be more responsible for HIS room. Having Paxtin and Tristin be more responsible for their messes. We're also going to try to get back to the rule of "no toys upstairs". Now, I say that lightly because I'm not going to freak out if something is brought upstairs. BUT...I'm so sick of the dog chewing Legos, stuffed animals and paper. It's a game to him! Every morning, he goes and gets something he's not suppose to have and then lets the boys chase him around the circle in our living room/kitchen (it's connected and they can go in a circle through them. He does this so he can get a treat out of it. Again, blame me. It has just been easier to have the boys get him a treat, he drops whatever he has and then it's over. Bad habit...we're trying to break it. I think having less toys upstairs will help. Also, rule #2, the dog won't be in the basement. That way, the boys can go down there and play and not have to worry about the dog getting something and running. LOL!!!! That sounds so funny. Anyway, I'm thinking maybe this will make me feel like I have my house back?!? It won't be so overrun with toys that I don't feel like I can open my front door and let a friend in. There have been so many times this summer where I've run to the front yard to greet friends that are dropping Anakin off...or just stopping by...just so they don't step into my front door. How sad is that? The first thing you walk into is the living room...there's no foyer, no entry way. It's just BAM...couches, TV, etc. This is our main living area. Where the boys play, I scrap, we watch TV...play games, eat pizza on Friday nights and have movie nights. We have an area in the basement to watch TV, but it's just not the same. To make things worse, since our kitchen is connected, you can see our kitchen table when you first walk in. That's just wrong in my opinion. I wasn't blessed with the OCD of having to pick up and clean all the time. Sometimes I wish I were!

Okay, it's almost 5am and my eyes are, once again, very heavy. I think I rambled on enough! Have a great day!

2nd Day of School

2008-08-24T00:43:00.004-05:00

Well, Tristin's 2nd Day of school went a little better than the first. He still ended up in the "Yellow" box (Green is good, Yellow when they have done something and Red when they've been really bad.) and still did the opposite of what was asked of him, but at least it was 'better'. I've driven myself nuts the past few days...almost to the point of making myself sick. Worrying. Thinking. Wondering. Worrying some more. Ugh! Anyway...

Here is a photo from the first day of school. We always take pictures with the neighbor kids on the first day. This one was too cute, I just had to scrap it. I was so happy to see the colors of this kit...perfect. I'm sure Paige will be happy with the pink! ;)

You can see the credits here: http://www.sweetshoppedesigns.com/inspiration/showphoto.php?photo=54517&ppuser=289

Tonight wasn't a good eating night. I was hungry for pizza and the boys have been begging to get Pizza Hut. We never get it because David doesn't like it. So, he gave in and we just ordered the cheese sticks. Oh man, they tasted so good. I know I ate too much and didn't have one ounce of veggies (oh, well, I guess you could almost cound the marinara sauce, but I'm sure it was full of sugar...LOL!) We ate at 6ish and it's now almost 1am and I'm just now feeling a little twinge that I'm hungry. I pulled out a few soy nuts. :) Like that's going to soak up the fat I just consumed. LOL! Oh well, one of the famous quotes from my buddy, my therapist, is "sometimes you've just got to go nuts". I'll talk to him next week when I see him. ;)

A sweet email from Tristin's teacher...

2008-08-22T11:11:00.002-05:00

I received this last night...

Hi Keela,

I just wanted to make sure that you are feeling ok about today. I know the report I gave today is never something that you want to hear from a teacher on the first day, but I know we will make it through and see lots of progress this year. Sometimes it is as simple as just a brief adjustment phase. If we work together I know it will all work out well.

I will see you tomorrow and please try not to stress too much about today, tomorrow is a new day, and I think it will be a good one.

Mary (Mrs. Anderson)

I edited it to take out a few parts that were more personal. ;)

Tristin's First Day of Kindergarten...

2008-08-21T16:16:00.002-05:00

went horrible!!!!!!!! I knew it would either be perfect or really, really bad. Tristin likes to test his limits with teachers. He did the same thing in preschool. I tried to warn his new teacher, nicely, but I couldn't have warned her that it might be this bad. He refused to do what was asked of him, refused to throw the flowers away that he found on the playground, etc. etc. the list goes on and on. The teacher said he was 'sorry' and understood why he couldn't act this way, but he just kept it up. I told her to be harder on him. UGH! I cried the entire time I talked to her. You see...she is good friends with Anakin's old kindergarten teacher. He told Mrs. Anderson about Anakin and Tristin. She picked Tristin to be in her class! I feel so bad about all of this! Anyway, she was expecting Tristin to be like Anakin...opps! I just got done talking to Tristin about it all. I told him that tomorrow he needed to show Mrs. Anderson what a sweet boy he really is and that he needs to show her he knows how to act the right way and obey. Let's hope it sticks...or I'll be visiting the principle's office. :(

3rd Grade, Kindergarten, and Just hanging out!

2008-08-21T12:35:00.005-05:00

Today is the BIG day! The first full day of 3rd day and Kindergarten! Here is a photo from yesterday (Anakin had a 1/2 day and Tristin only went for 1/2 HOUR.) Tristin was sooooooo excited this morning. We didn't even have to ask him to get dressed (like normal). He was ready! I can't wait for 3pm, so I can find out how he did today. Oh, and today he gets to eat a 'hot lunch', which he was excited about too. Hot dogs. So many fun new things to discover!

I really thought Paxtin would be sad today. He and Tristin are such good buddies, they tease and play with each other all day long. Paxtin has been in heaven all day! LOL! He's been "reading" books, watching cartoons...even made his own lunch of a bologna, cheese and ranch dressing sandwich, an apple and mini grapes. He told me he's eating the apple to be healthy. ;) Now...if I can just get a nap! I didn't sleep well at all last night. Paxtin has been having sleeping issues the past few days. We think that may be from all the changes going on. I was too tired to deal with trying to keep him in bed (he shares a room with Anakin and Tristin)...so, I let him sleep with us. Not a good idea, I know. BUT...he slept, David slept and I didn't. LOL! I got maybe 3 hours last night. So, I've got to come up with a reward system for Paxtin and get him back to sleeping in his bed!

Until later...I'll blog about their first full day tonight. :)

Being Transparent

2008-08-16T08:58:00.005-05:00

I married the kindest, honest, God-loving man 10 years ago.
I've given birth to three amazing, healthy, adorable boys.
I have the dog of my 'dreams'.
I may not live in the best, biggest house...
or drive the best, hottest mini van (LOL!)...
or go to Disney World every year...
BUT...

It is time for me. Period.

I've put my health on hold, so to speak. After giving birth to Anakin, I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS), had infertility problems, weigh problems (on top of my already bad eating habits) and depression.

I'm done having kids. It's time to face the facts that I am waaaaay overweight and my health, although good - my doctor even went as far as saying that "you are healthy", I feel like crap!

So, I did something about it.

I started looking at what I was eating and drinking. I know what's bad/good, but I was choosing to do what 'felt good' because it made me feel better. Whatever. That's not true. I was feeding my depression...making me feel even more depressed and eating more. I know that's insane, but so many of us do it!

So, I just stopped.

I stopped drinking Coke. I stopped using regular sugar (which I use Splenda when I drink/cook, but didn't watch what HAD sugar in it), we have almost stopped using Splenda and we're switching to Stevia and Isomalt. We're eating Soy products, more veggies (we were good about it, but now we're even better), eating FISH (I cooked and ate my first piece of fish last night - well, David grilled it, and it was amazing), watching butter and bread products closely. We're eating more organic, more whole foods...

We're changing. We're not perfect. We aren't trying to change anyone else...and yes, we'll still eat out, eat popcorn at the movies and take the kids to get donuts (I took Tristin and Paxtin this morning, I got coffee, they got the donuts and everyone was happy!) and good Lord above, we'll still get Tobin's pizza! Our favorite.

This week, without exercising (which will start this next week), I lost 4.2 lbs. Whooohoooo! I am ready for "me" to come back. To shed this extra person I've been carrying around for the past 4 years.

I am ready to show my kids the real Keela. They only know the Mom who is sad, tired and depressed. Well, that's not totally true. They see a happy, fun Mom too, just not as much as I'd like them to. KWIM? Also, I'm ready to face having to change the things I feed my kids. Anakin has always been interested in the info on the boxes of stuff he eats. As soon as he could read, he was reading them. The other day he asked for fishies (Goldfish Crackers) and wanted to fill a huge cup full. I got the scale out and we measured a serving size. He was SHOCKED! It was about 1/4 th of what he wanted! You know what...he was happy with the serving size. That's my goal now, is just to make them aware of what the size is and then go from there. I've already taken Pop Tarts away (on a daily basis) and the sugar filled snacks (you know, the stuff they grab whenever they are hungry - Ding Dongs, etc.) and they only have cheese crackers, fruit snacks (which will be switched to something else soon), Fishies, cheese sticks, apples and other fruit.

So, if you've made it this far through my post, thank you. ;) I'll be back with updates and more layouts soon. Have a great weekend!

A Quiz

2008-07-28T01:04:00.002-05:00

I saw this on Carrie Stephen's blog and thought I'd do it since it's just one word answers. ;) Tag whomever you'd like...;) So, do it!

1. Where is your cell phone? purse
2. Your significant other? sleeping
3. Your hair? up
4. Your mother? bed
5. Your father? bed
6. Your favorite thing? God
7. Your dream last night? crazy
8. Your favorite drink? coke
9. Your dream/goal? weightloss
10. The room you're in? livingroom
11. Your hobby? scrapping
12. Your fear? accidents
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here
14. What you're not? skinny :)
15. Muffins? CHOCOLATE!
16. One of your wish list items? kit
17. Where you grew up? Hopedale
18. The last thing you did? scrapped
19. What are you wearing? shirt :)
20. Favorite gadget? camera
21. Your pets? sleeping
22. Your computer? huge
23. Your mood? sleepy
24. Missing someone? Grandma
25. Your car? brown
26. Something you're not wearing? pants (LOL!)
27. Favorite store? Target
28. Like someone? Yes
29. Your favorite color? Green
30. When is the last time you laughed? Today
31. Last time you cried? Yesterday (wedding!)

Just a quick post...

2008-06-24T12:59:00.006-05:00

A few new layouts...I know I missed a few, so you can see the rest (and the credits) here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?cat=500&ppuser=24

Not much else to report...we did send Anakin off yesterday for his first week of church camp by himself (5 days really). He was nervous, but fine. I was just nervous. I miss him terribly already.

2008-06-18T08:08:00.007-05:00

My First Hybrid Project

For my non-digi friends...Hybrid is basically printing a digital paper or element and then creating something traditionally with it. In this case, there was a challenge for the Creative Team at Little Dreamer Designs to make t-shirts. I decided it was about time I try it. I'm soooo glad I did! Here is a link to the LDD Blog and the instructions: http://www.littledreamerdesigns.typepad.com/

And finally...the boys sporting the shirts they helped me design!

2008-06-02T20:12:00.005-05:00

Hi! I can't believe it's been almost a month (again) since I last wrote on my blog. Anakin finished up 2nd grade last week with all "A's". Tristin is done with preschool and is already talking about when he goes to Kindergarten. So...we have one week "free" until the summer activities start. Really, it all starts on Friday when Anakin goes to Royal Ranger camp with David. We will also be celebrating David turning 40 on Friday and all 3 boys start day camp/summer school next week. As crazy as it all sounds, it's fun and we're looking forward to not doing much else. ;)

Here are a few new layouts. As always, the credits can be found in my gallery here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?ppuser=24&cat=500

Happy {Inter}National Scrapbook Day!

2008-05-04T01:19:00.002-05:00

It was raining here today. Paxtin has croup and David and I just felt like doing nothing today. So, that's what we did...NOTHING! I actually got to scrap and shop a little (I hit www.amyhutchinsonsdesigns.com) hard! I love her stuff and haven't bought much, so her sale ROCKED! The stuff I scrapped today is for my Creative Teams though. You can see the credits here: http://www.sweetshoppedesigns.com/inspiration/showgallery.php?cat=500&ppuser=289 Otherwise, enjoy the photos below.

I also scrapped one that will be on a blog later this month, so I can't share it. ;)

Sorry this is short, I'm beat and heading to bed!

Our 10th Wedding Anniversary!

2008-04-25T10:01:00.003-05:00

It's today! It's hard to believe it's been 10 years. It wasn't as humid on our wedding day, but it did rain in the morning and then cleared up just in time for our big day. Today we are celebrating by spending the night at a Bed & Breakfast while the boys are at Grandma and Grandpas.

I love David more today than I did 10 years ago. He's amazing. It's another Happy Day. :)

Hello from Chicago!

2008-04-14T14:51:00.005-05:00

Hi, Anakin, Tristin & Paxtin!

We just wanted to send a little hello! We got to go out for pizza last night. It was yummy and we hope to take you there someday. Daddy is in his conference right now and Mommy has been scrapbooking. Guess what's under our hotel!?! The Disney Store! Don't worry, we're going to go check it out tonight. We also have Daddy's conference banquet tonight. Mommy even gets to go. We love and miss you, but we know you're having fun with Grandma, Grandpa and The D's! Check back tomorrow for another update.

Mommy & Daddy

He DOES have it! Etc.

2008-04-01T23:19:00.004-05:00

I won't say he is totally potty trained, but Paxtin went all day again today with underwear on (even during nap) and stayed dry - no accidents! WHOOOOHOOOO!

A new layout I posted today. It's for a challenge at www.shabbymissjenndesigns.com.

Today was kind of crazy. Crazy as in, I felt like I was only home for about an hour total. I was here more than that...just felt odd. We watched Jack this morning (a friends' 3 year old) from 8 - 10:15am. I dropped him off to his mom at the school and then we (Me, Tristin and Paxtin) rushed Tristin to a dentist appointment. It was just a cleaning and his teeth were perfect. I quickly had the dentist look at Paxtin's teeth because I figured something was up...that something being sucking on a passy for way toooooo long. (Shhhhh Jenny, keep your comments to yourself. LOL!!!! JK!) He confirmed it and then went on to tell me that his own boy had one until he was way older than Paxtin and had the same problem. ;) So, I told Paxtin it was time to give it up and we talked about going to the mall to pick out a Webkins. For Jenny who is off the coast of Africa...Webkins is the new "thing to collect, that you don't need" here. Like a beanie baby, but then you get a code and you can go onto the computer and play this little Sims-like game with them. Anyway, Anakin has a game going, but honestly, he's only played it 2 times. He just loves stuffed dogs. So, we don't get into the game thing. Anyway, Paxtin gave the lady at the store his passy. I was so proud of him. We had lunch, took Tristin to school and then we came home to take a nap. Well, he got out of bed several times and then cried really hard for his passy. I felt so bad. :( But, I started signing to him and he quieted down and went to sleep! WHOOOOHOOO! THEN, tonight for bed, he got up a few times and talked to his brothers (they are all in the same room now) and got in trouble for that...but, he didn't cry for his passy! He even found one in his room and gave it to David and joked that he was going to use it. Hopefully, tomorrow will be easy too.

So, after nap we ran and got Tristin from preschool, Anakin from school and then ran an errand. I forgot my purse on the kitchen table...so, that sucked. When David got home, Anakin and I ran to eat at Qdoba - YUM...his first time and he loved the tacos, Home Depot to look at swingsets, to Walmart for some blinds and food (we skipped the food, he was being difficult and I could tell he was ready for BED. It was 7pm.) We came home, I threw in a load of laundry, David got the boys ready for bed and bam...here I am.

Tomorrow I plan to not go anywhere! If I do, it'll only be to go to Wally World or Meijer to get my veggies for supper. ;)

Note to Jenny: I can't remember if you ever had Qdoba. I know you like Fiesta Ranchera...but, man, Qdoba is good!!! BTW, are you eating the eel there?

Monday - Just an update

2008-03-31T21:42:00.006-05:00

It was back to school for Anakin and Tristin today. Not very eventful, we were all just excited to get back on our little schedule.

We had a great spring break. David got to take a little time off to spend with us too, we went bowling, out for lunch at Daddy's work and out for supper as a family. We had a visit from David's sister, Linda and friend Sue...and the dogs, of course. Spent time with the grandparents. Celebrated Easter. We also painted and decorated our Pinewood Derby cars and went to the race (taking away lots of trophies). We all love it when we can just stick around home and have fun. That brings me to my next thought, for what it's worth. We are once again thinking about building a fort-like swingset for the boys. It's worse than looking for furniture in my opinion! We have no huge plans to travel this summer, so it looks like we will be hanging out in our backyard a lot again. ;)

Shadow. He's still MY dog. I love him so much. As I sit here and type, he's sleeping next to me on the couch, with his head on my ankle (his favorite for some reason). He got neutered over Spring Break. They actually had to make two incisions because one of his b*lls had not descended. Poor guy. He came home kind of sleepy, followed me everywhere - even closer than normal and slept a lot. The next day he was back to normal. It was sooooooo hard trying to keep him calm. This dog is NOT calm! Jumping, etc. ugh, but he went in for a quick stitches check just to be sure. He's perfect.

Paxtin. He's such a joy to me. The third, the last boy, the baby. Today was such a good day in the potty training world. I think he actually HAS IT! He wore underwear all day...stayed dry and even stopped and said, "I have to go potty!!!" as he ran down the hall to the bathroom. I am so happy! :)

I really need to write down things as the day goes by. I have no memory anymore. I know I had a few funny things from today, but I can't remember what they were. So, I'll stop for now. I know those that actually read this will be SHOCKED that I blogged again so soon. LOL!

2008-03-30T08:05:00.003-05:00

Tagged!

Here's the little game that Ann tagged me with. Funny thing is...my middle name is also "Marie"! LOL! I can't copy all her answers though. Here are the rules and then my answers:

It's the middle-name game.

1. You have to post the rules before you give your answers.
2. You must list one face (list a face?) about yourself beginning with each letter of your middle name. (If you don't have a middle name, use a maiden name.)
3. After you are tagged, you need to update your blog with your middle name and your answers.
4. At the end of your blog post, you need to tag one person for each letter of your middle name. (Be sure to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and that they nee to read your blog for details.)

M: Mom
A: Artsy
R: Ready to adopt
I: Illinois resident
E: Extrovert - when I want to be

K, I'm tagging Mandie, Lindsey, Karlise (when she has time or wants too, she just had a baby!), Jenny and Alison.

2008-03-29T22:46:00.004-05:00

Tonight's the night! I AM going to update my blog. How do I update after after 3 months of nothing? Pictures! Everyone loves pictures, right? (Click on the slide show below and you'll be able to see the captions I added to the photos. I don't know why they aren't showing up...maybe they are too long?)

That's it for now...I'll be back to type up some stuff. ;) Oh and Ann tagged me...so, I've got to do that!

2007-12-24T23:27:00.000-06:00

Merry Christmas!

There was a Christmas a few years back where everyone but me had the flu. I mean, puking all day/night flu. I guess we're trying to see if we can beat that. Anakin started puking yesterday and thank God it was over by lunch...but, he can't swallow today. I took one look at his throat and knew he had strep. David took him to the walk in clinic (the only thing open at the time) and yep, it's Scarlet Fever/Strep. He's got an all over red rash to go with the sore throat. I feel so bad for him. I think this is the 3rd time he's had strep this year. I took everyone's temp before the boys went to bed and EVERYONE has a low grade fever. BLAH.

I didn't get my Christmas cards done this year. I still would like to do them. I saw the funniest thing on Shabby Miss Jenn's blog (http://shabbymissjenn.typepad.com/shabby_miss_jenn/) today. Check out her blog and watch hers. Here is mine. I leave you with a touch of humor. God knows I need it to make it! Merry Christmas!

Don't send a lame Holiday eCard. Try JibJab Sendables!

2007-12-23T19:12:00.001-06:00

My favorite photos from 2007. I couldn't pick just 7, like I've seen on some of my friends' blogs. ;) I'm sure I have even more, but I decided to go through my photos quickly. LOL! Enjoy!

2007-12-20T12:41:00.000-06:00

Featured Scrapper at DST!

See here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/boards/showthread.php?t=96378

2007-12-05T09:22:00.000-06:00

A Morning of Firsts

Anakin woke up to this...he lost his 2nd top tooth in the night. Too cute!
AND... Shadow's first snow! We only got a little bit, but it was perfect for Shadow. He loved it! It brought back memories of Izzy (Shadow's look-a-like) from when I was a teen. He'd get snow balls all over him, so bad we'd have to give him a quick bath to melt them!
Another first...these photos are a few of my first pictures with my new Rebel XTi! Yep, I must have been good this year because Santa got me one.

Thanks, Santa! :)

2007-12-02T17:53:00.000-06:00

Peek-a-boo...Merry Christmas!

An Update on Shadow in Pictures!!!

2007-11-24T00:11:00.000-06:00

2007-11-09T20:30:00.001-06:00

Isn't he the sweetest?

Shadow's 8 week photo shoot. LOL! I really lucked out and got this while I was playing with him in the leaves. I took a bazillion shots and got a few good ones, that's all that maters! ;) We're dealing with "the poops" still. David called the vet and got some medication for him. He had shots/meds a week ago, ate some cat food (that'll do it) and was switched to a different food (Melissa, we switched to the 'other' food you suggested. Petco here is not carrying the other one anymore. They said it wasn't popular enough. Whatever. We were desperate because we didn't think THAT would happen, so the switch was a little abrupt, I'm sure. Poor puppy!)

You can see the credits for that layout here: http://www.myscrapbookart.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=14095&ppuser=54

2007-11-02T22:06:00.000-05:00

Shadow's 2nd Day

Wow, we love this puppy! :) I just wanted to quickly say a "public" blog thank you to Melissa and Brad, the breeders. Today we started taking Shadow outside to go potty. We also had the Wee Wee pad out. He had a few accidents early this morning (in the kitchen, not on the pad) and then we started taking him outside. He's gone potty every single time and has only gone one other time...and that was on the pad! We're thrilled! Of course, we are on major potty watch all the time...after eating, after sleeping, after playing...but, hey, it's working! So, thank you guys for everything YOU did while he was there. We at least feel we're off to a good start.

One thing we are learning. Don't leave anything on the floor! LOL! We're used to 3 messy boys. I'm just wondering how long it'll be before something gets chewed and their lesson will be learned!

Shadow also got into our vet today. Everything checked out fine. He had a couple shots...which I can't even remember what they were, David took him.

Oh...he'd better stop chewing on my Crocs and computer cords! 2 things you don't mess with. LMBO! ;)

2007-11-01T21:53:00.000-05:00

Meet Shadow Deuce Fox!

Our new cockapoo puppy! We just got him today. I will post more pictures soon. The boys are super excited and Tristin has already asked about 1,000 times if he's ours to keep. LOL! David came up with the name Shadow. "Scooby" just didn't fit because he's so black. We thought about naming him "Izzy" after the dog I grew up with or even "Deuce" meaning the 2nd Izzy. So, we went with Shadow and I snuck the Deuce in as a middle name. LOL!!!! He's sleeping at my feet next to the couch right now and Popeye (our 14 year old cat) is sitting across the room staring at him! Shadow already tried to play with Popeye (David got it on video, I'll have to see if he'll You Tube it for me!) :)

2007-10-31T22:52:00.001-05:00

Happy Halloween from the boys!

a police officer, Link from Legends of Zelda and Diego!

2007-10-01T23:45:00.000-05:00

It can't be October already?!?! I did the contest...again...

I'm in a bit of shock that it's already October! I've been busy, but not too busy to blog!

I competed in Miss Mint's contest again this year. Last year, I got 1st runner up, this year, I got 2nd runner up. Kind of sick of always of being the bridesmaid and never the bride, if you know what I mean! Miss Mint was sweet and said something like "at least you're consistently in the top 5" or something like that. That's true. I should look at it in a positive way. So, here are my contest layouts from this year. You can see the credits in the gallery: http://www.peppermintcreative.com/.

Counselor?

In other news...I started seeing a counselor as suggested by my doctor. He thought maybe it would help my depression and weight issues. I met him and instantly liked him. We had a great "session" and I walked out of there smiling. Seriously, no one can tell you that you're "normal" like a counselor. LOL! I have been thinking through a lot of things in my life lately and my weight problem is one of them. I've just have been having a huge problem just STARTING to do those things that I know I need to do. Eat right. Exercise. Get more rest. Drink WATER. ;) So, my counselor suggested that I a) Keep a journal of what I eat. Check. I've already got a journal waiting for me to do that. b) Weigh myself everyday so I can see the ups and downs and the loss! c) Start exercising. Do as little as much as I want...to just start it. d) Come back and see him in a month. I walked out of the session and gave up Coke and regular pop right then and there. I figured if I didn't just go cold turkey, I wouldn't do it.

Well, I started a new antidepressant a month and a week ago (from the time I saw the counselor) and then had a re-check with my regular doctor. Guess what...I had already lost 8lbs without even trying or knowing! My doctor was happy. I was EXCITED. Since then, I've lost another 8.6lbs! I've lost 16.6lbs! (I haven't weighed in a few days because I've been sick and haven't cared. But, tomorrow, it's back to it!) I honestly can't wait to tell my counselor. LOL!

Recent Layouts

Now that I've talked in circles and am too tired to go back and edit it...I'll leave you with a few recent layouts. I haven't been feeling very creative lately. Kind of...blah. But, there they are:

Most of the goodies I've used here are either Emily Merritt's or Jacque Larsen's both at http://www.thedigichick.com/. You can see my gallery for credits: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?cat=500&ppuser=24

Stand Up & Scrap Contest

I was participating in the Stand Up & Scrap contest. I decided tonight to quit. I'm sick of putting my all into a contest and say I'm not going to be disappointed and then I am, when I don't win. People aren't "in" to my style. I get that. I'm sick of feeling like I'm judged anyway. You know, no comments on my layouts...2 views....whatever. I'm not playing that 'game' anymore, so why on earth am I doing this contest? UGH! I'm frustrating myself! So...I quit. I'll spend that extra time obsessing about those layouts reading to my boys. ;)

2007-08-14T14:31:00.000-05:00

I'm in SHOCK!

A few DAYS ago...like a week ago...I submitted some layouts to two different magazines. I just got an email from one of them...they want one of my layouts!!!!!!!!! I don't know what all I can tell now, so when I find out I'll tell. :) This was one of the major things I wanted to accomplish this year. I've had several layouts in digital magazines online, but never in print. Whooooohooooooo! :)

2007-08-10T15:07:00.000-05:00

Last Weekend

My Mom was put into the hospital last Friday (for pain - and she just had her second back surgery in 2 months this morning) and we had planned on visiting her on Saturday, so we still went...we just had to go to the hospital instead of the house. While there, we took a bathroom break and Paxtin had to check out all the vending machines. I love this picture. It screams CURIOSITY! We did find 10 cents in the change hole. LOL!!!

We then went to the Peoria Zoo. For some reason I thought the "Africa part" was open, well, it won't be completed until NEXT June. Opps! It's an okay zoo...I actually think our zoo in Bloomington is better. But, we had fun.

Then, on Sunday...

The kids' pastor baptized him. He rocks! We are so blessed by him and his wife, Lisa and kids. Then, this might have been on Monday... David started spraying the kids with the hose and they got him back! LOL! (Yes, I helped!) They ended up going swimming because they were all soaked anyway. The kids were happy!
I think that's it. This weekend...well, David just left with Anakin to go to a Royal Rangers camp out. They'll be back tomorrow afternoon. So, Tristin, Paxtin and I are going to have a movie/pizza/bowling with the Wii night! Tomorrow...I might surprise them with a trip to a water park. ;) I've got some scrapping to do too. :)

2007-08-02T07:40:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was crazy. Anakin went to the pool with a friend for most of the day. Tristin had his last day of summer school (it's called Preschool Playmates, it's just a lot of fun stuff) and Paxtin and I just stayed home. We picked up Tristin and came home, had lunch and I promised them we could swim in our pool before naps. The boys were outside playing and I got my suit on and came out. I took about 10 steps and was stung by a wasp TWICE. OOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUCH! I can't remember the last time I was stung. I'm thankful that it wasn't one of the boys that got stung! David ended up coming home to check out the sting (we are guessing what stung me because there was a nest right next to me, the wasp must have been on her way back to the nest -- or leaving it. We've walked by the nest many times and this has never happened. Yeah, David has known about the nest for weeks! Let's just say he sprayed it last night.

Okay, so we waited an hour or so and then I took the boys into the pool. We swam for a bit and Paxtin said he was done and he went to the side of the pool. I turned my back for 1 second and started to walk to the other side of the pool (where we usually get out) and then told him to come over here...I turned around and he had slipped off the edge (we have one of those pools you blow up the ring and then fill it) and was going under. I swear, that had to have been the scariest thing I've ever seen. My poor baby. We have been thinking all summer that he was pretty safe in there. He can stand, walk around and play. We figured he would be able to stand back up if he went under. This was a horrible reminder that NO, he wouldn't be able to! Ugh...enough about that, I'm just glad I was only 2 steps from him.

Anakin came home from swimming. He had a great time. While he was there, he said he hit his head - apparently hard. Then, he was going to get in his bed (he jumped on it - on all fours) and his head landed on a transformer that was under a blanket. Of course, it had to be the only metal one he owns! OUCH!

Hmmm....what else. Paxtin fell down our basement stairs! I heard him going to the stairs and he was messing around jumping from one to the other. I didn't think about it...until I heard the thump thump thump and then the screaming. He's got a rug burn on his leg and I'm sure it'll be bruised. I looks like he landed on something at the bottom. You know, a toy or something that should be somewhere else!

Then.... David left to go see a movie with a friend and I took the boys down to our neighbor's house to get Anakin. We were there for a few minutes and then I had that sinking feeling. UGH, I locked the door behind me! (Habit) I came back to the house PRAYING the garage door was unlocked. Most of the time I lock it. There are times though that David will go in the garage to get something (this time it was the wasp spray) and he'll leave the door open a crack. Don't ask me why, he just does it. Can't stand it...it's like air conditioning the garage! So, I opened the big garage door and then went to the door to the kitchen. WHOOOHOOOO David left the door open! LOL! One time I'm happy he did it!

I went to bed at 9:30pm. I NEVER EVER go to bed early. I'm normally up until 1am or later! Anyway...I think that's everything crazy that happened yesterday. I'm hoping today is quiet! ;) We're going to the library (for the 2nd time the whole summer)...Anakin was doing the reading program. We have so many books...he was just reading the ones we have. I think that's all we've got planned! I've got some cleaning to do and hopefully, the boys can run around outside before lunch/naps. :) Have a great day!

Before I go, here are a few recent layouts. You can go here to see the credits: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?ppuser=24

Emily Merritt has started designing at is selling at http://www.thedigichick.com/. I'm loving her bright primary colors! Here are a few layouts I've done for her:

This one is for Carrie Stephen's team. I love these pictures of Paxtin and Morgan (our neighbors' little girl). Look at the top two...you can see Paxtin shaking his booty! LOL!

Then, there's Popeye yawning. Too funny. He's on the couch inside and I was outside playing with the boys. He had his paws on the window so I was trying to take a picture without getting a glare...then he yawned. Perfect! LOL! This was for one of my newest teams - Shawna Clingerman's (http://www.mylittlescraps.com/). LOVE her stuff.

2007-07-14T22:26:00.000-05:00

Day 2 on the Potty Train!

6 Successes
2 Accidents

Paxtin peed on Anakin & Tristin's bedroom floor and unfortunately on Tristin's pillow (it was on the floor...they were making forts, of course)! LOL! The other accident was poop, so...wow, I'm proud! :) Not sure what tomorrow will bring with church. I'm sure we'll have to put him in a pull-up.

I have felt like crap today. I had a headache last night and woke up with one this morning (hate that). I don't think I've ever had a migraine, but man, this could have been one. I took a nap...woke up and felt even worse! The light was too bright and the boys' voices (they like to hum a lot...I mean a LOT) drove me nuts. I quickly sent them outside to play. ;) Like they minded! I feel a little better tonight, but I need to go to bed earlier tonight. So...night! :)

2007-07-14T09:12:00.001-05:00

We're riding the potty train!

(That's something Tristin said when he was potty training, "Mommy, I don't want to ride the potty train!" Too cute!

Let me start this post with this. I should have started potty training Paxtin in DECEMBER. He was ready. He was willing. He was able! LOL! But, I didn't and here we are in July. Paxtin is 2 1/2. Wow, he's 2 1/2!!!! My baby!!! Anyway, we started in full force yesterday with underwear, stickers and candy for rewards. We had four successes and five accidents. We're calling THAT a success. LOL! We had to force him (which is pretty easy considering he WANTS stickers and WANTS 2 M&Ms just for trying!) a few times.

So, today is a new day and he woke up and actually peed on the potty 1st thing and once again a few minutes ago. A great start! No accidents! He's too cute! :)

2007-07-03T23:13:00.001-05:00

Okay, how can I not show this too? Here's Amy Martin's ad for this week. I've got 2 layouts in it AND Tristin is them...LOL! (Now I have all 3 covered. ;)) www.the-lilypad.com It's the best! Check out the gallery there...it's amazing!

2007-07-03T08:32:00.000-05:00

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
There's a lot of tooting going on over here!!! For my non-digital scrapbooking friends, that means I've got something to yell from the roof tops! Look...2 of my babies are in 2 different digi newsletters this month!

First, Anakin in Dani and Amy Martin's ad for "Funky Free"...one amazing kit! Get it here: http://www.the-lilypad.com/ or http://www.sweetshoppedesigns.com/ It's the red one in the middle...the layout I shared in my last entry.

Second...the layout I did for the http://www.digishoptalk.com/ newsletter. The fab Carrie Stephens at http://www.fishscraps.com/ is the designer for the month. I sooooo love this kit...love you Carrie! LOL! Here's Paxtin.

THEN...I got a PM from Emily over at http://www.sweetshoppedesigns.com/. I got Layout of the Week for this:

That's Paxtin again...using Shawna Clingerman's new kit "Pile of Scribbles and Funk" at SSD. Whoooohoooo! I got a gift certificate to the store!

And...I should have a layout featured here tonight (or tomorrow): http://scrapngal.blogspot.com/ for my Scrapnfonts Design Team.

It's nice to have something good to blog about again! I had a rough afternoon with Anakin...which ended in a good evening with the family (thank you God). We lit a few sparklers and did a few confetti poppers (or whatever they are called) and threw a billion poppers (as we call them)...the things you throw at the ground and they pop. Oh...the boys LOVED them. I've got lots of great pictures but I need to save some for future use (there's a contest coming up, not sure if I'm going to enter, but I may...).

Happy 4th of July!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-29T08:53:00.000-05:00

Innocence

I sometimes forget how little Anakin once was! He was such a serious baby (and now a very serious 7 year old). We used to call him our "little man" with his big eyes, baggy underneath and crinkly forehead...he was so sweet. It's almost therapeutic scrapping this photo. I tend to dwell on what we need to work on or change...the behavior. Ugh...but sometimes I still see this sweet face. Anakin doesn't realize that when I look at him, I do see this little baby. The innocence...it's still there. :)

OMGosh...it's a bladder infection. UGH!!!!!!!!! I just went to the doctor...took my prescription in and guess what the pharmacy said...that the doctor that wrote the prescription is not covered under my insurance! WHAT? I have Health Alliance insurance...I go to Carle Clinic...it's all Health Alliance! So, I'm calling the nurse advisory number ) right now (at almost 10 pm) to have them figure this out! I need the meds so it doesn't turn into another kidney infection!

AND...we went to the water park today. One that has water shooting out of the ground. LOVE those. I don't have to worry about the boys falling into a foot of water (that's at the local pool) face first. Yes, I worry too much.

Okay, seriously, this post has been sitting here for a few days now. It's now Monday...David is still coughing up a lung and today has been horrible for me! I haven't been drinking enough water, well, I wasn't. I am now. I hate kidney infections!

Until next time...

2007-06-15T23:09:00.000-05:00

I can't believe it's been over 2 months since I've blogged! Let me share a few new layouts before I hit ya with the personal stuff! LOL!

You can see all the credits at my gallery here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?ppuser=24

So, for the personal stuff...

The main reason I haven't blogged is because I just didn't want to jump on here and complain and sound negative all the time. You know...if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it. (See Mom, I did learn something while I was young.) I'm talking about my personal issues, my frustrations as a SAHM of 3 boys, my depression. It's not something I think I need to share with everyone...or the 3 people that read my blog! LOL! What has me wanting to blog now? Well, I got into contact with some of my 'old' high school friends over at http://www.myspace.com/. It made me realize something. It made me realize how unhappy I am with myself! Note...I say myself, not my life, my family, my kids. I am unhappy with how I've let myself go. How my physical body and my spiritual life have changed so drastically since high school. Both really started to change after I had my kids. No, I am not blaming them, but myself! My decisions haven't been the best and it's because I haven't really felt worthy of the attention I need to give myself to change! I'm consumed with taking care of my 3 boys and hubby that I just ignore myself and honestly, I medicate myself with food. Meaning, when I'm stressed out with the boys...I eat. You get my drift. Anyway, I have lots to change to make things better for myself and my family. David and I are talking things thru and trying to make changes in our lifestyle (eating better and getting exercise). I'm also going to try to blog more about what is REALLY going on with me. I've gotten so good at hiding my true feelings. I promised myself that I wouldn't do that anymore, that I will be honest and not hide behind my fat any longer!

If you would, please say a prayer for my Mom and Dad. My Mom is having her back fused (I think in 2 places) on July 5th. She needs prayer for healing and for her pain before and after the surgery! It's bad. Also, please pray for my Dad...I'm sure this has to be HARD on him and he won't say it.

I'll end this post with a little boys news:

o Anakin...I don't even know what to say! Sometimes I feel like our relationship and his behavior is the worst there is. I always hear of how wonderful other kids are...please tell me I'm not the only one dealing with this!!! UGH! He has been on Summer break for what? 2 weeks...and I'm about ready to climb the wall! He's been acting like a 2 year old! I feel like he has NO respect for me (or David really) and just wants to do his own thing. We're working on a behavior chart and a chore chart. I think he needs that visual confirmation. I love Anakin so much and he just doesn't receive it well. That hurts. If anyone has any suggestions, please tell me!

He started camp (once a week for many weeks) thru David's work last week. He loves it. Summer Bible School starts on Monday too...both he and Tristin get to go this year. :) Some of my best memories are of going to Bible School.

o Tristin...little T. He's soooooo funny. He's obsessed with Superman and Spiderman right now. We have been letting his hair grow (his bangs) and he's getting a "curl" like Superman. LOL! I love his imagination. Tonight is the first night he has worn big boy underwear to bed. He's been staying dry at night for over 2 weeks, so we thought we'd try it. He wakes up almost every night and has been really good about going to the bathroom and going right back to bed. :) Tristin started "summer school" last week. It's like a preschool playgroup. They are in the same classroom that he was in last year in Pre-K for 4 year olds and he'll be in the 5 year old Pre-K in the Fall.

o Paxtin...he is a joy. I keep saying that, but it's so true. Maybe it's because he still thinks I'm cool. LOL!!!! He has been a Mommy's boy a lot recently. I love it, of course. He has started talking in long sentences and it's so fun to hear what he'll come up with! I can't even think of an example right now...I'm going to have to start taking some notes! LOL! Just an odd FYI...I am letting his hair grow back out. We tried the big boy shaved look and it just made him look so old! I missed his little curls. Even if they don't curl as much as they used to, it's still adorable!

Okay, that's enough, I'm tired! Hope you're glad to see me back! :) I'm glad to be back. Now...if I could just get someone to re-do my sidebar for me. ;)

2007-04-08T11:09:00.000-05:00

Happy Easter!

Here are a few outtakes!

Copying their big brother...

2007-04-08T00:28:00.000-05:00

Mono Update

Anakin ended up having it for at least 3 days, if not 4. We kept him home from school the first day after Spring Break...and he didn't have a temp, he was just exhausted (but he couldn't have gone anyway since they are suppose to be temp free for 24 hours before returning). We let him go on Tuesday, even though I probably should have kept him home. He had earned a movie (at a local theater) with his class for reading 500 hours during a certain time. I just had to let him go. LOL! Anyway, everyone is better...but Tristin is still acting tired at times and his glands are still swollen. We still wonder if Anakin and Paxtin just reacted different to this sickness because of the differences in their immune system.

Busy Day Today

I've got lots of pictures to share, let's see if Blogger will be nice to me tonight...forgive me, I didn't edit any of these photos and I'm NOT a photographer. ;)

Here's Anakin's "cheese" look...man, does his head look huge...or is it just cause he's skin and bones? LOL!

Today we colored Easter eggs...

Oh, this one makes me laugh! Tristin doing his "deer in head lights" look. :)

Paxtin...he really loved coloring eggs this year and surprisingly, he didn't make too big of a mess!

We also went to an Egg Hunt, which was put on by our church. I was with Paxtin the whole time, so I didn't get shots of Anakin or Tristin. David got one or 2 of Tristin with his camera...poor Anakin...he missed his group starting their hunt. But, someone ran and got him a bag (David had the bucket in our wagon and we couldn't see him - long story, but Anakin was in line to get a balloon animal and we 'thought' we had time....) Anyway, Anakin ended up helping clean up the 2 year old "section" of the hunt. There weren't a whole lot of 2 year olds...probably because it was FREEZING outside. I don't think it was even 30 degrees...and it was WINDY. I've never been so cold! Okay, here are some pictures...keep in mind I was just holding the camera out and taking pictures while I was trying to help Paxtin grab eggs. LOL! It was humorous, I'm sure.

That last photo cracks me up. I'm sure I'll scrap that somehow! ;)

We also made Resurrection Buns today! If you don't know what those are, you can read about it here: http://homeparents.about.com/cs/eastercrafts/a/eastertradition.htm

I am just sharing the pictures I took of Paxtin, they are too cute! He really got into this too. David was helping him with it...here he is stealing a bite of the uncooked biscuit. YUCK!

He didn't mind it too much...he did spit it out after this though!

Plopping "Jesus the Marshmallow" into his "tomb of a biscuit"! LOL!

So, we wrapped them up and we'll eat them in the morning. Tristin is excited...he doesn't remember what happens (the marshmallow melts and "Jesus" is gone/alive). I can't wait to see his face...I'll try to get a picture.

I must go stuff their eggs...we're doing change this year instead of candy. We knew they'd get enough of that at the egg hunt. ;) Yes, we celebrate the Christian part of Easter...that's the most important. But, we also let the boys have Easter baskets, hunt eggs, etc. We don't "do" the Easter bunny. I just never thought to start that and I'm glad. ;)

Later!

2007-03-30T07:59:00.000-05:00

Mono sucks.

day 1 - Paxtin
day 2 - Paxtin
day 3 - Paxtin, Tristin
day 4 - Tristin
day 5 - Tristin
day 6 - Tristin
day 7 - Tristin
day 8 - Tristin
day 9 - Tristin
day 10 - Tristin
day 11 - Tristin
day 12 - Tristin
day 13 - Tristin
day 14 - Tristin
day 15 - Tristin (no temp, but still weak, etc), Anakin
day 16 - Anakin <- That's today...yep, Anakin's got it now.

The past 15 days have been kind of a blur really. I've been pretty bummed that this is all happening during Spring Break. (They go back to school on Monday.) Not that we had huge plans, but we could have done a few things...kids' museum, zoo, etc. I'm just praying that David and I don't get it!!! Anyway, Paxtin didn't really have anything besides a 105.something temp. He tested negative for strep. Then, Tristin got it and he tested positive. They told us it was Scarlet Fever/Strep...a few days later, his glands were so swollen...another trip to the doctor's office and they told us it was Mono. Now, it could have been with Paxtin too...Tristin's immune system isn't as great as the other 2 boys. So, it'll be interesting (to say the least) to see how long this lasts with Anakin.

2007-03-19T10:28:00.000-05:00

Here's an update:

We didn't keep Freckles, but not because of Tristin's allergies. She was extremely LOUD. She barked at everything...I actually got a headache the first day from it! I did get attached to her though and it just confirmed that we will be getting a dog. We are going to wait a bit...save some $ and also watch the pound for a dog we want. I really want to look/wait for a Cockapoo.

Sickies...that's all I've had for the past 5 weeks, at least! Right now, Tristin has it...a fever. Paxtin had it for 4 days (he had a really high fever 104 and once I got a 105.something but he was laying on that ear and that's when I got the 104)! Anyway, I 'think' I'm over my cold finally and David...well, he still kind of sounds like he's got his. Anakin is okay for now. I'm so ready for Spring!!!!!

The Pinewood Derby was Friday. I stayed home with Paxtin so I don't know what pictures we got! But, David got 5th in the adult round...Anakin got 3rd in his age group and Tristin...he got 1st!!!! Fun!

Then, on Saturday was Anakin's last JBQ (Junior Bible Quiz) meet in Peoria. He got 1st place individually and their team won 2nd. Then, they calculated their totals for the year and then handed out metals. Anakin got 1st individually and their team...2nd...LOL! They got to keep the trophy too...although I'm not sure who ended up with it. (Wow, Anakin needs a major hair cut!)

We also found out that the JBQ leaders want Anakin to go to the State competition in April! We thought he wasn't going to be able to go...mainly because his team is not extremely strong. Anakin is, the other 2 boys aren't. (I feel bad saying that but it's true. One boy maybe gets 10 points - that's one question and the other boy gets a little more..but, a lot of the time they end up with negative points!) Basically, Anakin pulls all the weight. Anyway, they said he can go and compete for individual points...he'll still be eligible for a individual award, if he places. We are going to let him do it, basically for the experience. We also found out that he'll be advancing to the next league next year. That means he'll have a new team (bigger) and he'll have more competition! It's going to be tougher...and I'm not sure he's aware of that. He's gotten used to getting 1st. LOL! I 'think' he'll be assigned certain questions that he'll have to know and then he'll only answer those questions in the competitions. That's less chance for points b/c we don't know what questions they'll ask each round. I really hope he sticks with it.

Anyway, I think I NEED to go shopping tonight. I am so sick of being in this house!!! Maybe I'll take Anakin to Old Navy or something. He needs summer clothes and it'd just be fun to look. (Yeah, right!)

Paxtin is driving me up a wall today...he is a 2 year old boy...no doubt about that! He is into EVERYTHING, climbing, jumping...well, just take a look at this photo...it says it ALL. He was jumping off the coffee table to the couch. Yes, I let him do it so I could get a picture. LOL! If you look closely, you can see that we were watching Toy Story too.

Tia...I just realized you'll be here in what? Two weeks? :) I can't wait!!!!!!! We need to chat before you come! Let's set a date/time, email me! :)

Guess I should share a picture of Tristin too! Here he is at our local children's museum. He loves to paint and I'm so happy I got a picture of him with his name. He's so proud of himself. Can I just say that I love the way he dots his i's...lol! Anakin did the same thing at this age. :) AND...the backwards "s". He only does it about 1/4 of the time he writes his name, but I think it's cute (for now - he's 4, who cares!).

Later...

2007-03-09T17:25:00.000-06:00

Meet Freckles

We are keeping her for a week...to see how Tristin reacts to her. He has asthma, but we also have a cat and Tristin survives him. We'll see. :)

Sorry this is so short, I'm so tired!!!! :)

2007-03-08T12:50:00.000-06:00

Adoption News

OMGosh! I'm freaking out!!!!! So, this is what has just happened.
I got a phone call just minutes ago from my old OB/GYN's office (Dr. Weaver), she's the doctor I talked about loving...back when I was having my bleeding issues. My insurance dropped her...:( Anyway, just days ago I was talking to David about maybe calling them to see if they would hold our name on their list of people want to adopt. If you know me at all, you know I have a hard time making phone calls. I can do it, it just takes me forever to get the nerve up and even then, I have to make a list of what I want to say, etc. I know, I'm a dork...I just get nervous. So, I get this call...can I tell you how happy I was? LOL! I asked the receptionist about the adoption stuff and she forwarded me to a lady named Rhonda. Get this...Rhonda and I bonded the moment I walked into that office...so, she remembers me. I almost cried...here I was talking to Rhonda about adoption, etc. AND she said that they WILL put our names on the list even though I am not her patient...they will keep my records!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know nothing may come of this, but I believe in miracles and I believe that things happen for a reason. God is good and even though I have a hard time giving control of this situation to God, I have peace now that I did not have even hours ago.

So, I called David and I think this is our sign that we need to get to it! We HAVE to have our garage sale (we have so much junk to sell...including baby boy stuff - and NO I will not get pregnant this time), clean out our basement and get things in order. We need to start the adoption process all over again...and get our foster care license. Wheeeew!!!!!!!

Scrapping News

I just tried to insert some of my layouts and of course it didn't work! If you'd like to see the, please check out my gallery here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?ppuser=138

In other news, I'm on two guest teams this month! Joana Carvalho's (www.joanacarvalho.com) and Darcy Baldwin's font team (www.blueflombingo.com). I had Darcy make my handwriting into a font and I LOVE it. I am having a hard time using other fonts now! LOL! You can see it here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=84076&cat=all&ppuser=138. If you've been thinking about doing it, do it! It's worth it!!!

Starting today, I will be backing up my computer and deleting a lot of stuff off my computer. I'm nervous about it, I just want it done NOW! :P

I think I'm going to go take a little nap. I'm exhausted! Who am I kidding? I need to work on some organzing of my kits first. ;)

2007-02-25T23:19:00.000-06:00

Just a quick post...

I fell down the stairs last night. The stairs are short (the width of each step)...my feet are huge...and I was going a little too fast. My foot slid out from under me and BAM!!!!!!! I landed on my right side with my arm up in the air. When I hit, I could feel my shoulder over extend...is that the right way to say it? LOL! It hurt instantly. I'm pretty sure I saw my life flash before my eyes. I slid down the rest of the stairs and that equals carpet burn. I went to bed just throbbing from neck to ankle. LOL! Today, my ankles are hurting (mainly the one that slipped out) and my muscles hurt. Just wanted to say OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I did a little scrapping the past 2 days. :) Thought I'd share. :) You can see the credits here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?ppuser=138

2007-02-23T15:38:00.000-06:00

I can't believe it has been over a month since I blogged! I had some things going on in my personal family life that I needed to talk about but didn't want to post it here. It just wasn't the place or the time. It's still not the place or time for some of it, LOL! But, I can talk about some stuff.

(What kind of cookie am I?)

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Totally fitting since that's my favorite cookie. ;)

(My Creative Teams)
First, I decided to remove myself from Trish Jone's Creative Team. I was on it for 2 months...but things just didn't seem right for me. I was stressing over it and just didn't feel like I could meet the guidelines for the team. Since then, I have also taken my blinkie down for Frick & Frack, mainly because i haven't heard from them in ages and all I've seen from them is one kit. No personal issues there, just did it until I hear that they are designing and then I'll go from there. ;) I also stepped down from the SBB E-Team, which was probably stupid because I only had one more month left! DUH! Anyway, so, I decided to apply to Lauren Grier and Angela Barton's teams. Lauren I know from my time at Digital Freebies and really, I should have begged her (when the CT there broke up) to keep me. Angela, I've always liked her kits, but never have used them. She reminds me a lot of Chatterbox. LOL! So, the big news is...I made Angela's team. :) I still have to wait for Lauren's call to end.

(The Kids)
We are working with the boys on a schedule (Anakin NEEDS it and we've already seen some improvement on his behavior), rules or our household and a rewards chart. Okay, so I haven't got the reward charts done yet, but I'm working on it.

Anakin and Tristin both have had field trips...I'm still volunteering at Anakin's school library. They are both doing well in school. :) Their last reports were awesome. Anakin has only missed one word in spelling all year (and that was because he forgot the "tail" on the Q in the word)! Tristin's teachers confirmed what we thought about him...he's ARTISTIC! LOL! He loves to do the crafts and paint at school. Paxtin, well, he's a sweetie as always. He turned 2 on 1/18. He is just now getting his last 4 teeth...not sure why it took so long for him to get them! He's talking up a storm...even making 6-7 word sentences! He's ready to be potty trained...we're just waiting until we're ready. LOL!

(Me)
Now that I'm done with all the bleeding...I need to get re-focused on me and my weight. I sooooooooo wish this wasn't an issue, but honestly, it always has been so I don't know why I can't just accept that I'm never going to be a size 2. BUT...I was watching Oprah yesterday and they were talking to Bob Greene about his weight loss challenge they just started. They were talking about exercise and how for some people (or it should be everyone) will have to exercise 5 times a week and you just have to "get it" and move on. It's so hard to get out of the habit of thinking...I'll diet until I get to a certain weight and then I can go back to doing whatever I want. It will NEVER be that way for me. Ever. I know, it's simple. I can say that I want to change my lifestyle...but that is exactly what I have to do. I have to change everything! David and I have been trying to change the boys' life too...do you know how hard that is? No chips, no cookies? WHAT? yeah, it's hard...maybe because it's ME that needs to change. I'd rather eat the chips and cookies than the good stuff. LOL! I need to find alternatives and get the boys off the SUGAR. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, enough about that.

I've got pictures to share, etc. I'll get to it...I'm going to try to blog more. Keep me to it, Julie!!!!!!!! ;)

2007-01-04T21:58:00.000-06:00

[I forgot!]

Read the last entry first....lol! Go to this special forum HERE, lift a layout of mine and post it there! You could win a $15 gift certificate to Sweet Shoppe Designs. TIA, you should do it!!!!! Hint hint!

2007-01-04T21:38:00.000-06:00

[Finally did it!]

I switched my blogger account to beta. I really don't understand what that is (didn't care to read it) all I know is that my hubby said it probably would be better. LOL! So, things look a little odd right now, but when I have time (ha ha) I'll get it updated.

[TOOOOOOOOOOOOT x2]

This month at Sweet Shoppe Designs I am the "Treat of the Month"! Just click that link there and you'll be taken to the front page of their shoppe. You can read about what that is there and follow more links to see my bio and answers to questions they asked me. You'll also see layouts on that front page that were "lifted" from my pages. Do you know what an honor this is? LOL! I feel so odd about it because I never thought in a million years that I'd be picked. So, I'm enjoying it and every once in a while I have to go back and look at it. :)

My other toot is here: Multi-Photo Scrapbook Layout Gallery (it's a blog). My layout "Oh Wow" is there! I had submitted a bunch of layouts just the night before and was SHOCKED to see it there! In fact, I didn't see it until the 2nd of January. It's a really great blog, if you like to do multi-photo layouts. Hopefully, you'll see more there some other time! :)

[Christmas & New Years]

The holidays went by WAY to fast! I hate to have to take my tree down already, in fact, before Paxtin was born (1/18/05) we would leave it up as long as we wanted to! I think the longest we left it up was until EASTER. Yes, Easter. I don't know what I was thinking. LOL! Now that Paxtin has his birthday in the middle of January, that's my goal date. I must have it down before then. Anyway, the boys all loved their gifts and Anakin even acted thankful this year, Tristin didn't....LOL! It was nice to have Anakin act differently this year though. Paxtin, he didn't care. As for me, I got a new camera! A Canon Powershot something or other. I seriously can't remember the name of it for anything. It's just the opposite of my old digital camera. It's small enough to put in my pocket or purse! I love that. New Years Eve was just like any other day really. David played drums with a band at a local outreach coffeehouse for a bit and was home around 11ish. We watched a movie and I scrapped a little. All in all we had a great "vacation". David was home for the week inbetween Christmas and New Years Day. Oh, the one sucky thing...I got a cold on Christmas Day. I swear it started at my parents' house that afternoon...and I am still coughing. I am coughing so hard it hurts my back! I told David I wonder if I broke a rib. Okay, maybe bruised it? I don't know but it doesn't help having to pick up a 29lb almost 2 year old! He's heavy! (And Tristin weighs 30lbs and is a little over 4 years old!)

Okay, I must try to finish my SBB E-Team layout tonight. :) Night! Hope you enjoyed my ramblings!

2006-12-21T12:15:00.000-06:00

Christmas cards are out (minus a few I am waiting on address from my Mom on).
Shopping is done.
Albums are not.
Decorating is not. (Still need to decorate the boys' tree in their room.)
Cleaning is not.
Wrapping is not.
Grocery shopping is not. (Last minute dessert items and a veggie tray for my Mom and Dad's house)
Baking is not.
Stressed? Me? Yes...

We only have to travel to my Mom and Dad's house (an hour away) on Christmas Eve. I have no complaining about that. David's parents are going to PA to be with David's brother and family. I just feel stressed about the deadline of Monday morning! David is taking off work tomorrow, so that will help a lot. I'm going to start making Chex Mix this afternoon and the kids and I will do cookies on Saturday. The only other thing I'm planning on making is something for my Dad...something with no sugar. ;)

So...I got my results of my sonogram back on Wednesday. Let me first just say again that I love my new OB! LOL! Remember, the yucky one told me that the reason I was bleeding was more than likely the breakthrough bleeding you have on the Depo shot. He did briefly say something about fibroids. Well, it was NOT breakthrough bleeding. I have 3 fibroids. I'm pretty sure I knew about one of them. They told me about it when I was pregnant with Paxtin. They said sometimes they can cause bleeding during pregnancy...etc. Well, my OB said that the lining of my uterus looked good (HUGE answer to prayer)...and that one of the fibroids (the bigger of the 3) was pushing up against my uterus (not in it). She said that she thinks that is what caused it. She has no idea why now...etc. So, this is the plan. She gave me a Depo Shot (yeah!!!!) and I got back to have another in 3 months and then I see her a month after that just to make sure everything is okay. She said that if I was sure that I was done having babies, she'd suggest having that fibroid out. But, because we aren't ready to do anything permanent, she is willing to wait. Now, if I start to bleeding again, we'll have to re-think things because of my health and probably have the thing out. She just doesn't want to do it now and weaken my already weak chances of getting pregnant again. PCOS SUCKS! Sorry, just had to say that. No, we're not going to activily try to get pregnant, we just want the option if we decide to a few years from now. I can tell you that I'm 95% sure we won't! LOL!

Fun. Tuesday Tristin woke up and puked...and did a few other times during the day. He's now fine. I just hope and pray no one else comes down with it. It was around this exact time last year that everyone had the flu but ME! David, Anakin and Tristin all had it at the same time!

Tuesday I was able to go to Anakin's school and help make gingerbread houses. So cute. I've got pictures...but they are on my camera. :) My NEW camera...yes, I got my Christmas present early! I will have to go look and see what the name is...I can never remember! Until then...

2006-12-13T00:33:00.000-06:00

[One big post...]

Blood work results are in...I'm anemic. No big surprise there...except that for all 3 of my pregnancies, I never had to take iron, even after giving birth! That's how much blood I've lost! LOL! So, iron pills it is.

My sono is tomorrow.

I was in denial that Thanksgiving crept up so fast...I'm not in denial that Christmas is less than 2 weeks away! It seems impossible. I need to get my Christmas cards addressed, stamped and mailed; finish my shopping (just a few things); figure out what we're sending my BIL/SILs; mail a few packages; finish decorating; make cookies...it goes on and on! I'm sure most of you can relate.

Anakin came up to me and asked if we could order some sugar cookies from Market Day (through the school). I read it and then it dawned on me...OH MY GOSH, this would be so much easier than making them from scratch. Done. LOL! I love to bake, etc. but with the kids it's just not really fun. Does that make sense? They don't have the attention span to really make cookies from scratch. Plus, there's not a lot of time. So, we're going the easy route this year (again). I will, however make some frosting from scratch because it just tastes better. Then, I'll let the boys go nuts with the sprinkles because they all love them and David...LOVES them. Me, not so much...and I don't need to be eating them!

That brings me to another thought. My Dad is now taking medication for diabetes. I shouldn't be eating sugar either...because of my PCOS. So, I'm going to try to find some really good diabetic "sweets" recipes. I think I have a recipe for a cheesecake made with Splenda (my best friend). I just know that with the holidays, I'm going to want something sweet and my Dad will too. Maybe I'll wrap something up for him too. ;)

Hmmm...there are always 10,000 things I think of to blog about when I'm NOT here and typing. Oh oh oh! I've got a big TOOT coming soon. I'm not sure if I'm suppose to say anything yet, but it's coming in January. Stay tuned!!!

Here are some recent layouts that I'm pretty proud of. You can see all the credits at my gallery at DST here: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?cat=500&ppuser=138

My favorite picture of Anakin and Tristin...using some of Jen Wilson's yummy stuff:

Here's one that I really didn't want to do at first. I didn't like the photos but as I worked with it, I began to LOVE it. It's using the December kit by the Elements Team at SBB:
and some more yummy Jen Wilson stuff. Anakin lost his first tooth last week and a few days later his second. What fun memories!
And a fun layout about something that Anakin said. It was actually a conversation with me...but, I didn't include me asking him why? LOL! I will have to say here (because I didn't in my credits) that it was David's idea to take the picture like this. I, of course, took it...LOL! Trish Jones' stuff is rockin' here! Love that paper...and I'm pretty proud of the shadowing on this one.
There is a layout that I will be doing soon...we're taking the boys caroling for the first time this year. Carrie Stephen's kit "Celebrazione" is just too amazing. I love those little carolers there. I seriously can't wait to use it! So, watch for that. :) Oh, here's the link: http://www.fishscraps.com/Store/index.php?main_page=document_product_info&cPath=65&products_id=417

Night!

2006-12-06T14:56:00.000-06:00

[It was time...]

BEFORE AFTERI loved his curls, took tons of pictures of them, but I was sick of the poof. LOL! Now, I have a big boy. Sniff sniff...isn't he cute!!!!! I don't regret it at ALL! I'm just glad his cute curls are sticking out in the last pictures we had taken. LOL!

2006-11-29T16:14:00.000-06:00

[My Christmas Card]

Had to share this too! We got pictures of the boys and my Christmas card is done, ordered and hopefully on it's way to my mailbox! I will get them out EARLY this year! YIPPPPEEEEE! Aren't my boys adorable?! :) (Credits: Everything but the staple is by Jen Wilson, the staple is Kim Christensen's)

2006-11-29T15:58:00.000-06:00

[Update on me]

I'm still bleeding. That's the bad news. The good news as quickly as I can put it:

1. I got rid of the OB/GYN that I was forced to see (had to see someone b/c of the bleeding, he was the only one available...now I know why)!

2. Made an appointment with another OB/GYN, a female.

3. Called to make an appointment with my primary care doctor to see what HE would say about it all. I, thankfully, already had an appointment for a week later. Forgot about it. ;) It was today, I just got back. Here's what I learned:

My doctor said he can't really take care of the bleeding...that's the GYNs job, of course, I knew that. So, I pressed on and asked more questions...and I'm soooooooooo glad I did.

He asked about my "ring" (Nuva Ring), I told him I lost it because I was bleeding so bad. He said, "They didn't try to stop it?" HELLO!?!?!?!? He said, "Did they do a blood test?" HELLO again! My thoughts exactly. I told him that I wasn't feeling comfortable with my doctor (and I named him) and that I had made an appointment with another doctor. His face lit up and he said and I quote, "I'm so glad you said that. I have such a hard time recommending doctors, I can't. My wife goes to her (the doctor I'm going to see) and she's good, educated, listens, etc. I ALMOST CRIED. Apparently, what I was thinking about the doctor I didn't like...was right. I was told several times after that that my primary doctor was so glad I was seeing the new doctor. OKAY...so, he also put in orders for me to get blood work done.

I feel such a HUGE relief!

2006-11-15T21:24:00.000-06:00

[Pictures...finally!]

First, I must say that since I started digi scrapping, I have gotten pickier about my portraits of the boys. But, we can't afford the amazing photographers that I see here in town. We just can't. I have come to the conclusion that I value my day to day pictures much more than the portraits. I still want the portraits, lol, but it just doesn't matter that they aren't perfect!

So, having said that, here are Tristin's 4 year old pictures that we had taken at Sears tonight. (As usual, I can't get a few of my pictures uploaded....errr..)

2006-11-12T08:39:00.000-06:00

Update, School News, CT News and a bunch of other stuff...

- Still bleeding and getting pretty sick of it. I call the doctor on Monday to give an update and see if I can start birth control. If not, it's D&C time, I want this over!

- Paxtin's been sick. Cold and an ear infection from Hell! You know it's bad when he won't lay down at ALL. It took me 24 hours to figure out it was not a toddler issue...it was his ear!

- Friday night my friend Jenny kept the boys all night! You don't know how much that means to David and I. She's really the only one besides my MIL that watches them overnight...and my MIL really doesn't want to do all 3 boys. :( Jenny is their honorary Aunt. LOL! So, Friday night we went to our favorite Chinese resturant, went to see "Stranger Than Fiction" (very good movie) and then came home to start watching the first year of the X Files on DVD. LOL! I watched 3 episodes, I think David made it through 1 and 1/2. I was on my computer too though...I think that's why I stayed awake. The next morning we picked the boys up around 9:30am because Jenny had an open house for her townhouse. We picked up some breakfast (totally not healthy!) and came home. The rest of Saturday is a blur. Why? Because we watched our friends' 3 boys! We had 2 - 6 year olds, 5, 4, 2 and 22 months. Basically, 2- 6 year olds, 2 - 4 year olds (because the 5 year old just turned 5) and 2 - 2 year olds...all BOYS. We don't have a big house and I was reminded of that once they were all here and running around.

- I've held 2 baby girls in the past few days and I'm sad. I thought I was done. I don't want to be pregnant again, I really want to get myself healthy. Then, David drops this one on me...he'd possibly like to have another. WHAT????? Our heads are spinning with 3 boys and he wants another? (I'm assuming boy here!) I just don't know if I can do it. Am I horrible if I say that if we knew 100% that it would be a girl, I'd do it? UGH! So, that brings us to the adoption talk. David is worried about money and I'm worried he doesn't really want to do it. He reassured me that he does and I told him not to think about the money. LOL! So, nothing has changed in what we want to do...it was just a shock to me that he brought it up.

- My weight...ugh, let's just say that I haven't been the best or the worst and I've only gained 2lbs back of the 16 I've lost. It's hard, specially being all hormonal!

- I'm so in denial that Thanksgiving is around the corner. I think it's "my" year to host it. We used to do both parents at the same time and I don't know how comfortable they are doing that anymore. So, we'll have to figure something out. I won't have to fix 2 meals though...at least they aren't picky there.

- Christmas pictures. Not done. :( I have GOT to get busy. I need to take pictures of the boys AND get them to Sears to have a quicky done there for the grandparents...UNLESS I happen to get a good one myself. I need a better camera!

- Speaking of which, I think I want a new camera for Christmas and my birthday...and Valentines Day and our Anniversary (that covers through April!) LMBO! I've also decided that I am not ready for a camera with lens' and a huge learning curve. I don't have time to mess with it right now. Maybe when the kids are all in school...I'd really like to take some photography classes. In the meantime, anyone have any suggestions for a little GOOD camera? I need to go search on DST www.digishoptalk.com
see if I can find some old threads.

- I know I said I was done applying to CTs when I got on Jen Wilson's team www.jenwilsondesigns.com. But, an opportunity came up and I had to try...and I got it! I'm now on Trish Jones' CT! www.trishjonesdesigns.com. I am feeling like maybe I need to consider giving up a few of my spots, but I am so torn. So, I'm going to see how it goes for a few months and then decide. Right now, I am required to get 11 layouts plus I have 2 teams that just say 1 per kit and 2 teams that aren't active right now - Creative Snaps and F & F....so, averaging it's 15 layouts a month. In October, I did 16...that was before I got Trish's team. I can do it, right? LOL! I don't doubt that I can, I'm just worrying about what other people think and I shouldn't do that!

-Moving On...can I brag? I try not to share this with many people in real life because I don't want to seem like I am being snotty or trying to show someone up. KWIM? Anyway, we got Anakin's first standarized test scores back from school this week. Now, I know that they don't tell everything and he's just in 1st grade. But, I'm remembering back when I took them, I'm pretty sure I was average. LOL! Anakin's scores were almost all Above Average! The only one he didn't get AA in was "Environment" and that was only 5 points away from AA. This kid amazes me. On another note, he got into his first school fight this week! UGH! It was 4 kids and out of the 4, Anakin was the one that got in trouble. That is probably a good thing because it made him think about it. Now, in trouble means he got told to stop by one of the volunteers at recess...not going to the principle's office. Anakin is very sensative so it was not a good day. But, by suppertime, Anakin went and told 1 of his friends that he was sorry (the one he was really fighting with) and they are best buds once again.

- My next post will probaby be what we bought the boys for Christmas. I love reading what people are getting...so, I thought I'd share ours. :)

2006-10-29T00:28:00.000-05:00

[Emotions]

I am an emotional person. With all this hormonal stuff going with me...it's not good because it's like 200 times worse! I was blog hopping tonight and ran into Andrea Burn's blog. Here: http://embellishbyandrea.blogspot.com/ She's pregnant with boy #2. Just reading about the comments people have said to her...wow, it just brought a rush of memories back to me. Not good ones. While I was pregnant with Tristin, my 2nd boy, it was ok. I handled the comments okay. I still had a little hope that #3 would be a girl, right? While pregnant with Paxtin, my 3rd, it was hell. People were so mean. The comments were awful, even from friends. I don't even want to repeat them. How in the world can people make such rude comments and worse yet, IGNORE the fact that I am pregnant. It was like my pregnancy didn't matter. I'm not being selfish or bitter or making it up! Even my hubby noticed it. Anyway, I think about this often when I am looking at Paxtin...I could have missed THIS.

Him. He's such a joy. He's been the easiest baby. He's almost always content. He's super smart (of course...lol) and is just...gosh, he's just adorable. I cannot in a million years imagine my life without him. It's hard having a 6 and 4 year old. I hold Paxtin and just enjoy his little self. Him poking my nose repeatedly and saying "nose" "nose" "nose". Hearing him call David "Honey" because that's what I call him. Ugh, I could go on and on. I'm not sure why I'm blogging this. I guess I just needed to "talk" about it and David is sleeping. lol! Okay, so...emotional...yes. AND I can't stop eating sugar. Not good for the "change of life" diet!

I'm back at in on Monday. I'm giving myself one more day of whatever and then I have to do it...

[On a lighter note...]

I love it when I read blogs and they tell what they have bought. I don't know why, maybe because it's just a window into their life? Well, I love to shop but I don't do a lot of it for myself...unless you're counting digi products! Case in point...I haven't bought a purse in probably 7 years or more! Well, this week Paxtin and I went to Meijer and I looked. I've been looking everywhere and just haven't liked the styles. Too many tossles and eyelet things. Save those for scrapbooking people! But, I found this (sorry, that's the biggest pic I could find) purse. The one I bought is red but not bright. I don't use the long strap either. It's so not me. I've been carrying a diaper bag for almost 7 years! When I saw this, I knew it was done. I can throw a diaper in here and a few wipes...and Paxtin's passy and forget everything else! LOL! Anyway, it has a paisley print on it and that's so not me either...but I LOVE it.

Two things David bought this weekend that totally suprised me. I don't have pictures so you'll have to go off of my description! LOL! We took the boys to Tanners Saturday to buy apples and some apple donuts (see, I told you!!!!!!). http://www.tannersorchard.com/ I found an old lantern type thing that you put a candle in...and he bought it for me! We don't buy things like that a lot. ;) Then, he was looking around (not normal either) and he found a clock thing...okay, I'll take pictures because I don't know how to describe them! But, anyway, he piled that in our cart too. It was fun to have HIM pick something out and actually want to buy it. I get so sick of having to ASK him. He says I shouldn't feel that way but I do! I don't bring in money...and I like to shop so I have to hold back! K, I'll get pictures and update this tomorrow...

I'm so procrastinating! I should be working on my hard drive...I'm almost done sorting through everything and rearranging and copying the things I want to keep available at all times. Tomorrow comes the BURNING! Then, the backup to my external hard drive....and then I can scrap! I've got tons of new kits and elements to download from my Creative Teams! I'm so behind! :(

2006-10-26T22:12:00.000-05:00

[I missed my blogger anniversary!]

October 17, 2005 - I started this blog! I can't believe it's been over a year already!

[I'm sooooo proud of Anakin!]

We received Anakin's 1st report card today. All E's (exceeds expected) and a 100% in spelling. The teacher even commented that he is a great reader. :) I'm soooooo proud of him...almost makes me want to cry! LOL! We have his first conference tomorrow. It's a "student led" conference so Anakin will be showing us what he's been working on, etc.

Also, last Saturday Anakin had his first JBQ (Junior Bible League) Meet. Basically, the kids are givin questions and they have to learn them and the answers word for word. Then, they use buzzers to buzz in and answer the questions. The goal is to know the QUESTION within the first few words...sometimes the first 2 words! Can you imagine? Well, get this...Anakin blew us and most of the competition away! David and I were completely shocked. Not that he's not smart and doesn't know his stuff...we just weren't sure how he'd deal with the competition. So, they had 6 rounds. Out of those 6, Anakin "quizzed out" on 5. That means that he answered the maximum number of questions allowed - five. Because of this he gets 10 extra points. :) Okay, back up... round 1, 2, 3, 4...they went great. Round 5 he had a breakdown. He was starting to get tired and restless. The competition was buzzing in before him (even if they got the question wrong...that made it worse for Anakin because he knew it) well, his team mates also dominated this round. It was kind of funny because they were pretty quiet the other rounds! So, Anakin started to get upset and then it happened...he got a question wrong. There are two questions that are almost the same and he didn't get enough of the question to know which one it was. :( Anyway, round 6 came and thank God we had a few minutes to talk to him, reassure him and let him take a breather. He was a little off in this round too but only because the other team was quick and good! BUT, my boy did it! He quizzed out again! He ended up in Second place overall (individual) and their team came in 3rd for their division. Not bad for their first meet ever! So, here's a layout I did yesterday. I'm suppose to be cleaning my hard drive...burning DVDs and getting stuff off of here! I'm doing it...I just needed a break! (Of course my photo isn't showing up, so you can check it out here):

http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=35324&cat=500&ppuser=138

[Get ready for TMI!]

TOO MUCH INFORMATION...I've been having some bleeding issues the past few weeks. Last week I saw a new OB/GYN...he basically told me to call the office if it got worse. Well, on Monday, it did. I was bleeding very heavily and had HUGE clots. Worse than after having the boys! They started me on some estrogen which is helping to slow it down. I asked the doctor today (when I went back to see him) how that works. He basically said that the lining of the uterus "evens out" with estrogen. Anyway, why am I worried about all this? Well, I'm in the middle of a 3 month cycle of the depo provera shot! I'm not suppose to be bleeding AT ALL. I knew spotting was one of the side effects...I didn't realize GUSHING blood was. (Sorry) So, they talked about doing a D&C to clean things out. We're holding off on that to see how things go on my own. Next month, I'm switching birth control. I'm trying the Nuva Ring...anyone tried it? LOL! It's that or an IUD and I don't want to do that...unless David gets snipped and then there's no chance for fertilization. Ugh...I feel so odd about all of this. This isn't suppose to be happening! I already have PCOS...I have to deal with that crap every day. The hair loss/growth, the moods, the medication, the depression, the weight gain...now this. UGH!!!!

Okay, I'm off to bed! If you made it through this entry...you earn a star. ;)

2006-10-12T07:03:00.000-05:00

[Digging out]

I just realized that my inbox has 730 emails...130 some UNREAD. What in the world? No wonder I forget to respond to emails. I'm sorry friends!!! I'm digging out right now.

[Colds]

Everyone has colds. Coughing snot up (sorry)...allergies, asthma (Tristin)...I hate this! No one is on allergy medication YET. We usually end up having to by now, but I'm putting it off. I hate drugging the boys (Anakin & Tristin).

[Doctor Appointment]

I'm going to a new OB/GYN today. Get ready for TMI! I am on DepoProvera...I get a shot every 3 months. I'm on month 2 and I'm spotting. I shouldn't be! So, off to the GYN. I am nervous.

ETA* - My appointment went well. Dr. Galvan was really nice. I guess I'm just going to stay with him...because, get this...he had to EXAM me. I wasn't expecting it and there is nothing like having to spread your legs for a guy you don't know...LMBO!!!!!!!! Anyway, he things my bleeding is just from the Depo shot. I'm due for a shot in a month...and he gave me some info on another form on bc. It's the one that lasts for 5 years. I didn't realize I could do that one because of my blood pressure, etc. But, he reassured me that I can do it. I read a brochure and I'm going to do it. It's the same medication as the Depo, it's just not as much and for a longer period of time.

My new friend, Kristine, watched the boys for me while I went to the doctor. She had already planned on having them for an hour anyway. It worked out perfectly! We originally had planned to swap sitting every week. We both wanted to volunteer in our boys' classrooms. Jake, her oldest, is in 1st grade and was in Anakin's kindergarten class. He's in a different class this year. Anyway, I talked to Anakin's teacher and she informed me that she doesn't need Mom helpers for the day to day activities. (In kindergarten and 1st grade they do "centers" where they work on things and then move to the next "center" and work on something else.) She only needs helpers for the bigger activities. Well, okay, made me feel like an idiot for asking. She's young...seems a little TOO confident. I know, that's not bad, but when you make me sit in my 1st graders chair and you stand up in front of me and bark your info...makes me feel little and worthless! I wonder how the kids feel!?!??! So, I asked Anakin! I asked him if he still liked her. He said, no, she's bossy. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! We talked a little more and he admitted that he likes her, he just doesn't like how she talks to everyone. I totally know what he means! I didn't let him know that though.

Okay, I'm about aready to fall asleep! Later!

2006-10-07T09:08:00.000-05:00

[I won a contest!]

I almost forgot! Check it out here: http://www.acherryontop.com/article?a=810. (Okay, why did it post this picture and not the others? UGH!)

2006-10-07T07:55:00.000-05:00

[Here it is...the biggest TOOT ever!]

Jen Wilson asked me to be on her Creative Team!!!

For Lindsey (or anyone else that isn't a digi scrapper - LOL!) she's one of the most talented digi designers that I know. www.jenwilsondesigns.com She has a paper line too... :)

So, this is how it happened. Jen had a little contest asking for unique 'nostalgia' element ideas. I immediately started thinking...and the things that popped into my head first were: - carnival glass (for the color and textures), - old drawer pulls, - old radio dials (for dates) and I think there were a few others...I can't remember now! So, I started looking online for examples. I got eBay searches in the results so I started searching there. I found some great examples and I also found amazingly cool "employee badges" from...the 40's, I think. Of course, the one I really liked expired and the seller took the picture down before Jen saw it...I'm still searching for another one like that. (Yes, emailed the seller and did NOT hear back from him...errrrrr.) So, Jen emailed me and basically said she loved my ideas and a few emails later I got an email about filling out a something...I was confused and read on... I about fell off my chair. I sat there in disbelief because although I teased her about needing me on her team (hee heeee) I never EXPECTED that it would ever happen. But, it did.

Picture me doing the happy dance! :) Okay, maybe not.

[New Layouts]

Seriously, I don't get blogger and it's issues with loading pictures! It won't let me load them. You can see my new layouts at DST: http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showgallery.php?cat=500&ppuser=138 Make sure and check out the one of Tristin called "Clark Kent"...he's too cute.

[Tristin's 4 Year old Well Check-up]

Tristin went to the doctor this week. He's only 30 lbs and short (can't remember but it's below the 10th percentile. His weight is the 2nd percentile. He's TINY...if he stays on this growth curve or whatever it's called, he'll be 5' 5". Which, isn't surprising since David is only 5' 7". I just feel bad for Tristin. I never thought in a million years that my kids would be so small. I'm huge! I'm 5' 10" and (I hate it when people say it, but it's true) I am "big boned". I've come to realize that there are a lot of tall women out there...I've ran into a lot lately, not sure why...that are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo skinny. I mean, almost to the point where it looks wrong. I've never been like that! So, I'm just worried about him. Everything else checked out great and he got 2 shots. Poor guy, it's been a year since he's had one and man, he was NOT happy about having to have one!

Funny story...on Tristin's birthday I was telling him about the day he was born (I honestly can't remember if I shared this already so read on and humor me). He asked where he came out...first he asked if he came out my mouth. LOL! I told him no and quickly said, "you came out my pee pee". Yes, we call penis' pee pee's so I just decided to call mine that. Come on! I have 3 boys! So, the doctor asked something...and Tristin started talking. He likes to talk and rambles BIG TIME...changing from one subject to another and goes into long made up stories. Right now he likes to talk about trying to find Jerry, I think from "Tom & Jerry". Anyway, he started talking about being in my tummy and how he was scared. LOL! Then, he paused and said, "but, I came out my Mommy's pee pee and I was happy". OHHHH MYYYYYYYY GOSH. I think I turned beet red and the doctor cracked up! I'm sure he had to have told someone when he left that room! LOL!

With that, I say have a great weekend! I'm doing the touch up painting in the living room (we procrastinated yesterday because David had a temp and we had a date - we took the kids to the sitter and sat at home and watched Lost!)...dishes and laundry today. Fun fun! Hopefully, I'll have living room pictures tonight. :)

2006-10-01T22:04:00.000-05:00

[Crazy]

My life has been even more crazy than it normally is...on Tristin's birthday, we started some home improvement. A friend of ours refinished our hard wood floors in our living room. That took 3 days. Since then, David has been painting the room. It is taking forever! He works all day then comes home and works on it right away. I usually take the boys out of the house or take them outside or downstairs. Our life seems so crazy right now! We are looking forward to being able to eat at our kitchen table again, sit in the living room on our new furniture...and just have room to walk around! Here are some pictures:

***UGH! Why?!?!?! I accidently deleted this picture and now I can't get it re-loaded! I will try again later or tomorrow...I know you really want to see my nasty before pictures! ;)

This is the before shot of the floors.
Nasty...I can't believe it took us this long to get them refinished!
You can see where the couch was...lol!

Here's Paxtin playing...it's been hard to keep him out of the room! I think
he's holding David's "safety glasses" here. He loves them!
You can see the refinished floors in this picture. I didn't have time to get an "after"
shot because we went staight to painting once the floors where finished.

That is the sample paint we bought...and it will be the final color on this one wall. :) Don't ask me why David painted that shape!

Tristin painting the primer on last night...
in his underwear! LOL! I already did a layout of this
(see on the sidebar). He loves to paint and had so much fun!

...and Anakin paiting the primer. He kept moving too much so his pictures were blurry. :( I think maybe Virtual Photographer can fix it for me.

[Sickies]

In other news...Paxtin has been sick since LAST weekend. He had a fever last weekend and then broke out in a rash last Tuesday. I took him to the doctor on Wednesday because I was suppose to watch 2 boys on Friday and I knew the Mom was leaving on Thursday. I was right in what I thought it was...Roseolla...and it's viral. So, I didn't get to watch the boys. Thing is...Paxtin didn't have a fever for like 5 days and now it's back again...and this time higher. His dots are almost gone though. I'm wondering if he's got something else working on him now. Teeth? I don't know. But, Tristin has a low grade fever now...and he's going to have to miss his first day of school tomorrow. :( I'm just praying he'll be well enough to go to school on Wednesday. He has his first field trip to "Safety Town" and the Fire House. Speaking of Field Trips...Anakin has one this week too. He gets to go to a pumpkin place where they have mazes, rides, etc.

[I've been holding this in...]

I've got a HUGE, the biggest ever...Toot coming. I can't share and it's driving me nuts!

[Random Info]

This weekend I went to a huge garage sale that was put on by the Mom's of Multiples group here in town. Now, I'm sure there were lots of nice things there, but I was totally disappointed! Maybe it's because Anakin is wearing a 5-6 now and the selection is bare when you get past 4T. I don't know. But, most of the clothes were horrible. I can look at the sale racks at Target and get better clothes for maybe a few dollars compaired to the ratty clothes I saw at the garage sale. I did try to help my friend find her little girl some things too. I couldn't believe all the 80ish looking dresses that were there! Maybe I'm just too picky? LOL! I like my kids to look nice even if they are wearing Walmart clothes (which, they do a lot). Actually, I just picked up their Christmas sweaters this week at Walmart. I'm going to have to watch Anakin though...we stuffed him into the biggest size (5T) so he could match his brothers. He actually wants to match them. I'm afraid he might have to wear something else come December...but, we will run to Sears and get their pictures taken before he grows out of it! Good thing I've got 2 other kids that can take turns wearing it so it will be worth the $9 I paid for it! LOL! Do I sound cheap? :P

[Lost]

I know I'm like 20,000 years late on this craze. LOL! I wanted to watch the first season and things just got to crazy and I never got to. Well, David and rented the first DVD to the 1st season and we were hooked. I was instructed (by David) to go get the whole 1st season on DVD as soon as we were done watching the one we rented. It was cheaper just to go buy it. :) If it's anything like we were when we started watching Smallville (we watched 3 seasons in a few months so we could get caught up to watch the 4th when it started! LOL!!!!) ...no we won't be ready to start watching the first show of the season on Wednesday!

[24]

That's another one we just started watching! We rented it the same time as we did Lost. I'm sure we'll be buying those DVDs too.

[Okay...]

it's time to go watch Lost. At least I blogged, right? ;)

2006-09-13T23:28:00.000-05:00

[My baby...turns 4 tomorrow]

Tristin, that is, my second baby! I can't believe he's going to be FOUR. Where has time gone?

I don't want to say that I favor any of my boys but Tristin has such a special place in my heart. He is my miracle baby in such a different way than the other 2 (isn't that cool that they all have such a cool story to their conceptions/birth). We tried and tried to get pregnant with Tristin...and after a little over a year, we finally did it with the help of a little pill called Clomid. I found out around this time that I had Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). My life has been different ever since.

While Tristin was in my tummy, they told me his legs were short....then around 38 weeks they told me that he was small...and he still is! I worry about him...about his health (he has asthma, they think and allergies) and his growth.

He's still so tiny, still wears mostly 2T pants (although I did try on his 2T jeans from last winter and they are too short...so, I need to find some of those jeans that you can change the waist so they won't fall off of him!).

Anyway, he's my cuddler and my happy boy. He tells me he loves me out of the blue (something that Anakin rarely ever does or did!), he appreciates the things we do...he's just so different than Anakin!!! I love Anakin, don't get me wrong...I just tend to appreciate those differences more now than ever. I try hard not to point those out to make him sad though. Anakin has so many good qualities too.

Here is Tristin at 2 days old, still in the hospital:

and here he is just last weekend. He still has his cute cheeks. :) Happy Birthday, Buddy! I love you! You'll always be my Sweet Pea!We've got big plans for tomorrow (not really). We're going to McD's for lunch...he's eating, not me! ;) Then, to Tobin's Pizza (our favorite) for a free pizza and cookie for his birthday! LOVE TOBIN'S! Then, afterwords, it's his "Superman Birthday Party"! We're having Ryan, Paige and Morgan (our neighbor kids) over for cake and ice cream and some party favors. Tristin is so excited...and you know what? So am I!

He got to celebrate his birthday at pre-school today too! He's one happy boy!

[I like being a loser!]

Down 13.4 lbs in 6 weeks! I did this layout for the contest at JenWilsonDesigns.com. You can see my loss in my face (still have a double chin, but my face is thinner).

[I won!]

I won a prize in round 2 of Jen's contest last week! I won a $20 gift certificate to www.ginamillerdesigns.com. :) Here is my winning lo: ugh, it won't let me post it! I'll try again tomorrow!

NIGHT!

2006-09-04T16:52:00.000-05:00

[Loser!]

Another 2.8 lbs GONE! :) That's a total of 12.2 lbs in 6 weeks!

Not much else to blog about right now...maybe later.

2006-09-03T11:32:00.000-05:00

[Another Blinkie!]

I made this for my newest Creative Team:

It looks so odd...I hope it's just Blogger... gonna have to figure that out.

2006-08-31T13:13:00.000-05:00

[I got tagged...]

1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be?

The Bahamas

2. What's your favorite article of clothing?

I guess if I have to answer, I'd say my black capris. I don't like my clothes...boring...t-shirts and shorts.

3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?

Eyes, that's what attracted me to David in the first place! :)

4. What's the last CD that you bought?

Oh man, it was a CD for David. I can't remember the name!

5. Where's your favorite place to be? Disney ;)

6. Where is your least favorite place to be? In the dentist chair getting a filling or something worse.

7. What's your favorite place to be massaged? I don't really like to be massaged!

8. Strong in mind or strong in body? Neither? LOL!

9. What time do you wake up in the morning? Whenever Paxtin wakes up. Somedays it's 5:45 and some days it's 7 am.

10. What is your favorite kitchen appliance? Since I just got it, I'd say my George Foreman Grill.

11. What makes you really angry? My boys when I've asked them for the 10,000 time to do something.

12. If you could play any instrument, what would it be? I want to play the bass...oh or a cello. ;)

13. Favorite color? It's a tie, Sage and Red

14. Which do you prefer...sports car or SUV? SUV

15. Do you believe in an afterlife? Yes

16. Favorite children's book? Right now it's "Put Me in the Zoo" (I think that's what it is called!)

17. What is your favorite season? Fall (well, I actually like the changing of all the seasons!)

18. What is your least favorite household chore? Mopping!

19. If you could have one super power, what would it be? Now I feel like I'm answering my boys' quesitons! Right now, the ability to become thin at the snap of my fingers!

20. If you have a tattoo, what is it? None

21. Can you juggle? Nope, but I'd like to learn!

22. The one person from your past that you wish you could go back and talk to? My Gramma

23. What's your favorite day? Christmas Day

24. What's in the trunk of your car? I don't have a trunk...in the back of my Suburban I have a double stroller, a little car kit my dh put together (windex, etc.), a first aid kit and a blanket.

25. Which do you prefer, sushi or hamburger? I'll take dead cow over raw fish any day! DITTO Julie! ;)

Okay, it's my turn. The last time I tagged someone, they didn't do it. Just so you know, it doesn't hurt my feelings! So, I tag:

Carrie (EthansMom)
Amy Tanabe
Carrie Stephens

2006-08-29T00:46:00.000-05:00

[I scrapped tonight!]

Frick & Frack are debuting their first kit at Digital Freebies tomorrow...actually, it's today so I think it's okay to spill the beans here. This is the layout I did with their kit "Naturals - Queen Anne's Lace:

for full credits, see here: http://digitalfreebies.com/gallery/showphoto.php/photo/13547/cat/500/ppuser/337.

I actually started this one at my crop this weekend. I didn't get too far...so, here is the finished layout. This is retrodiva's "Passion" kit from Digital Freebies.

full credits here: http://digitalfreebies.com/gallery/showphoto.php/photo/13522/cat/500/ppuser/337.

And then I did this tonight. I love how this one turned out. As soon as I saw the inspirational piece, I knew what I wanted to do. Here is the inspiration:

So, this is the layout I did:

Isn't Paxtin cute! I can't believe he was really that small...he's growing up way to fast!

The full credits are here: http://www.jenwilsondesigns.com/photopost/showphoto.php?photo=436&cat=500&ppuser=22.

This is the layout I did at the crop this past weekend. I figure I spent like 13 hours on it. I had a hard time getting started, plus I talked a lot in the beginning. LOL! This is for Jen Wilson's Meaningful contest. I don't expect to win anything, I just want another excuse to use Jen's stuff! I'm loving her new site. It's forcing me to use her stuff. Usually my focus is on CT kits. So, here it is:

okay, settle for a link, it's not letting upload it.

http://www.jenwilsondesigns.com/photopost/showphoto.php?photo=377&cat=500&ppuser=22

Carrie (Ethansmom) and Kellie...oh and Amanda (Ritter), I owe you emails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-25T11:38:00.000-05:00

[I won something!!!]

I'm still in shock! Last night was Jen Wilson's launch of her Meaningful contest. www.jenwilsondesigns.com She was so sweet to give us an add-on pack for her latest kit (the one we'll be using for the contest). We got the details of the contest and then she throws this at us...she challenged us to create a blinkie using her site initials JWD and to post it in an hour. So, I went to work right away. The first thing that came to my head was Just Digi. I think went to town with W words and nothing sounded right...until I decided I could put the word for the W upside down! I added "meaningful". Perfect. :) I made it with seconds to spare and here it is:

I think Blogger is distorting it a little when I upload it. But, you get the picture. :) Anyway, I was one of 3 winners. What did we win? The rest of the "Meaningful" series! YIPPPEEEE!

I've got a busy day today. I need to go get my Mom's birthday present, finish the laundry I started, fix a brocolli/cauliflower salad for my crop tonight, take a shower, feed the kids (check - just did that), get my meds refilled, pack for my crop (which takes about 2 seconds heee heee heeee) oh and get some food for our little cookout for Mom's birthday. I think that's about it. Doesn't sound like a lot but I need to do it all NOW. I'm cropping tonight and all day tomorrow! I think the grocery store will have to wait until tomorrow or after I get done cropping tonight (thank God for our Super Walmart). So, look forward to some new pages. I am...I've been so slow latey.

2006-08-21T13:54:00.000-05:00

[New LO]

I did this for a challenge at Jen Wilson's new site. I love the way it turned out! Simple, 'off' just a little and a little big of "Ali" (http://aliedwards.typepad.com/) thrown in! That's what I thought when I added the circle. Have you ever noticed that she almost always has at least ONE circle in each of her layouts? Love it! Oh and I added the star. I forgot to add that on the credits.

You can see the credits here: http://www.jenwilsondesigns.com/photopost/showphoto.php?photo=196&cat=500&ppuser=22

[Weigh In]

First let me say that AF decided to visit after 2 years of being on "the shot" so holy cow...I forgot what it feels like to have it! Thank GOD I haven't been eating like crazy. I have wanted chocolate though! But, the sugar free pudding is cutting that out (and OMG have you had the carmel s-f pudding? SOOO GOOOOOD)!

Second, I have to tell you we bought a digital scale. So, now NO guessing what I weigh. LOL! I didn't do any adjusting to my weight so, I 'only' lost .4 lbs this week. David is going to weigh tonight and see if it's 'off for him'. Seriously, I can't tell because you can see the 'tick' marks on the old scale!

[The countdown is ON...]

Two more days until Anakin starts school!

2006-08-20T07:11:00.000-05:00

[Inspiration]

Two things:

1. Visit Jen Wilson's new site...amazing! www.jenwilsondesigns.com.

2. Visit this blog http://soundsofscience.blogspot.com/2006/08/why.html. Holy cow...I'm lovin' her style. She's a paper scrapper...I'll forgive her for that. LOL! Makes me wonder how my paper scrapping would have evolved had I seen her work before I found digi. I didn't like this style before I found digi! I've grown for sure. :)

2006-08-16T22:28:00.000-05:00

[Sad]

Not sure how much I am suppose to say...so, I'll just say that I'm sad. I won't be on Amy Tanabe's kit crew any longer. :(

I'm sad that Kim Christensen is leaving SBB and going to ScrapArtist. I should explain that I'm not sad that she's going there, I think it's awesome for her! I love her designs...in fact, with the release of her RAD CD, I think she's my favorite boy designer right now. I emailed her a few days ago asking if I was "fired" from her Creative Team. I haven't heard from her. I know she's super busy, but it would be nice to know since ScrapArtist has their own team...I'm probably not really needed now. So, I'm bummed.

I'm also a little sad that I haven't heard back from Jen Wilson. I can forgive my favorite designers though...I know they are so busy. The little work I've done for retrodiva/Digital Freebies, I know it takes a ton of work to run a website! Answering emails and problems is probably one of the heftiest of chores. Anyway, I really would like to participate in Jen's contest starting on the 19th. I emailed her to see if I would be able to. You see, I do have a "guest spot" with Jen. That was like in what? April? I honestly don't remember anymore! I'm sad that nothing has happened with it because she rocks and I love all her stuff...I have almost all of it...and I want all of the future stuff. Honestly, my favorite layouts have been my layouts I have done for contests and it's with her stuff! I'm rambling... I just want to know.

A. Will it ever be? (the guest spot, that is)
B. If not, can I participate in the contest?

That's it. Okay, I'm done whining. ;) So, here's some good news!

[TOOT!!! I won, I won!]

Last Saturday the gals (and Mr It, I think they call him) had a bash at Designer Digitals. All day chats/challenges. I was there for most of it...at least I tried to be. I popped in and out all day. I particpated in 2 of the challenges. I think the deal was that the designers/CT members that hosted that hours' chat would pick one winner from the galleries for each hour. (Correct me if I'm wrong...anyone!) Now, first I want to say that there were a lot of people at the chats...and only a few that actually did the challenges. I was really kind of surprised since they gave us a ton of freebies. I was kind of compairing it to ScrapArtist's birthday celebration too. They had so much more activity in the galleries. Was it timing? In my lovely little head I think that ScrapArist and DesignerDigitals are two of the best sites! Those two site can ask me anytime to design for them and I'd drop everything (well, almost everything) to do be on their CTs! Of course, I compair myself to C.D....one of my most favorite scrappers and then I think...whatever! I don't deserve it! She RAWKS! Check out her blog here: http://cdmuckosky.blogspot.com/ I do have to add (because I think it's cool) that she has the cutest daughters and they all have cool, unique names AND they are 7, 4 and 2. My boys are almost 7, 4 and 2. Too funny!

Wow, I'm long winded tonight. Can you tell I don't want to scrap? I'm just scrapped out today.

So, I did this layout: okay, blogger isn't letting my post my pics! So, here's the link to the winning layout:

http://www.designerdigitals.com/ddgallery/showphoto.php?photo=9543&cat=500&ppuser=178

We were suppose to use the free little mini kit that Jackie gave us. I had just happened to have bought the whole kit the night before. :) So, the dotted paper is from the full kit. The rest was from the chat. Apparently, they liked it. I won this kit of Jackie's (which I hadn't bought yet, surprisingly enough!)

http://www.designerdigitals.com/ecom/product_info.php?products_id=1245

[SBB Elements CT Entries]

I finally decided that I was going to enter the "contest" to see if I can get on Scrapbook-bytes Elements Creative Team. With the changes in my CTs, I decided to go for it. I had to ask some questions about this because I had no idea that SBB had a seperate Elements team where a handful (or a few more) of designers make kits...and they have a Creative Team. (Thanks for the help Carrie!)

You can get the info here about the call: http://scrapbook-bytes.com/chat/showthread.php?t=23497

Here are my entries:

http://www.scrapbook-bytes.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=185494&cat=500&ppuser=30139

http://www.scrapbook-bytes.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=185492&cat=11902

http://www.scrapbook-bytes.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=185487&cat=11902

Okay, I'm tired! I'm signing off...night! :)

2006-08-15T22:03:00.000-05:00

[8 lbs in 2 WEEKS!]

Pretend this is Monday...I'm a little behind in posting. LOL! I lost another FIVE pounds!!! Bringing my total up to 8 lbs in 2 weeks! I'm so extremely happy. I have a weight blog. If you're interested in following my weight loss journey, please let me know (make sure you give me your email address) and I'll send you a link. It has more info on what I'm doing/eating and weighing.

Sorry this is short, I can't think right now...I'm tired! Later! :)

2006-08-07T22:58:00.000-05:00

[I'm a LOSER!!!!!]

After a rough week for starting my weight loss/life change...yes, I cheated a few times and didn't get my water in like I should...and no exercise! I still lost 3lbs! YIPPPEEEE! I guess giving up Coke did it. LOL! I also discovered Sprite Free. Tastes so much like Sprite and doesn't have that nasty after taste that a lot of the diet stuff has.

[My Butt]

It's sad to say that my butt layout has gotten more views that a lot of my really good layouts of the boys at DST! Here it is:

Credits: Kim Christensen's RAD CD "White Wash" kit; font is CK True Type.

Don't ask me why I started with #25. It's my favorite number...and it was the first thing to come to my head, naturally. So, I've got to find 24 more reasons. I'm sure it won't be hard!

[Tired]

Today was just a strange day! We had a storm come through this morning and knocked our power out for 4 hours. That meant no morning cartoons for the boys...it just threw our schedule (or lack thereof) off even more! So, I set up their favorite hideout behind the love seat with the curtains pulled over the top. I gave Tristin a flashlight and Paxtin had a little play lantern. I should have taken pics. LOL! They played and were semi amused by it being my idea to make the hideout! The lights came back on...along with the TV and the air...LOL...around 11 am, right after I put Paxtin down for an early nap. He was so tired. Tristin got to watch Scooby Doo and I got to organize some digi files. 2 hours later...yes, we watched Scooby and I was on my computer for 2 hours YIKES! Paxtin woke up and we ate a late lunch...got ready to go out...picked Anakin up from his last day of 'day camp' and we went shopping. We went to Kohls and got David 3 pairs of work pants and 2 books. We also went into the mall and picked up Anakin's free cookies from his library book club. As we were walking out, I peeked into a little shop called the "Mole Hole". Now, I don't shop there. They've got a little bit of everything, frames, candles, knicky nacky things that I just don't have the money or space for! But, I saw CROCS...not the ugly ones (sorry, if you have them and think they are cute, I have huge feet and if you put those on my feet...they'd look like Flintstone feet!) but these:

http://shop.crocs.com/pc-14-4-athens.aspx?reqid=14&reqProdTypeId=41p&subsectionname=footwear&section=products

Sorry, I can't figure out how to get the pic off of there! So, there's the link. I'm soooo excited! I got my first pair of Crocs! :)

We came home seconds before David got home and we chilled for a few minutes before I made supper. We actually had breakfast - scrambled eggs, bacon/sausage and toast. Yum. I went easy on the b/s. ;)

Okay, I'm off to bed...later!

2006-08-06T00:37:00.000-05:00

[Cirque du Soleil]

WOW!!!!!! David and I just got home from a little trip to Chicago. Actually, David surprised me with this. He planned it through the activities department (from work) so we didn't have to drive and got discounted tickets to boot. I never thought I'd get to see Cirque du Soleil in real life...and I'm feeling a little euphoric right now!

It is now my mission to see the water show in Vegas. I've never wanted to go to Vegas...don't care for gambling and the lifestyle that is Vegas...but, I want to see the show! :)

The boys stayed with my friend Jenny... THANK YOU, Jenny!!!

I don't even know what to say...I'm just happy. You can check out their website here: www.cirquedusoleil.com. If you have the chance to see any of the shows, it is worth every cent you'll pay and more!

2006-08-04T13:49:00.000-05:00

[I'm a dork!]

I think Shannon should have named the site with SCRAP instead of SHOP because I can never remember that it's SHOP! LOL! It's www.digishoptalk.com...lol!!!!!

2006-08-02T15:11:00.000-05:00

[Popularity]

I love Digiscraptalk.com....that's my main gallery now. Let's just get that point across first and foremost. I'm really starting to wonder if I stink or if my layouts just plain stink (I don't think they do). Hardly no one even looks at my layouts. Yes, I am starting to feel a little sorry for myself! I am proud of the things I do and want others to see them and yes, I want praise. I guess I really need to stop posting my layouts at 1-2am!

[Monster House]

I took Anakin to see Monster House tonight. I was totally unprepared for the fact that the movie had a lot to do with an obese woman. I wasn't prepared for Anakin to associate me with the obese woman. He talks a LOT and wanted to talk about the movie afterwards. I won't get into the details, but he basically said, "Oh, like you?" And, I had to answer and say "Yes". I think this is the first time he's really said anything about me being overweight. Giving up Coke one day and the next having to face the facts with my 6 year old. UGH! I want a COKE!!! I think I'll go get a Coke Zero.

[Funny!!!!!!]

Paxtin is 18 months old. He's so in tune with what is going on around him. He's smart. ;) The boys were watching a Scooby Doo Movie (Monsters Unleashed) and Scooby farts. Paxtin laughs and says, "POOPIES"!!! I about fell over! This child could be potty trained! He tells us before he poops, he tells us when he pees (but he calls them both poopies). Oh, he's so cute!

Okay, that's it...I'm going to try to scrap tonight. I don't feel very motivated though. Maybe it's because Jen Wilson's contest is on my mind. I'm not sure if I can particpate...and that would suck because I haven't done anything for her "guest spot". I'll be emailing her, of course.

Later!

2006-08-02T08:40:00.000-05:00

[Yesterday]

Well, I survived. I had a massive headache in the afternoon which, I think, was a combination headache from swimming for 2 hours in the heat...having my hair too tight on my head AND no caffeine! I didn't eat enough for breakfast and lunch and ended up eating pretzels and some cake (it's gone thank God) again. But, you know what, David and I decided to give each other at least 3 days to get off the caffeine and then we'll worry about not cheating. LOL!

[Saturday's Surprise]

David planned a day for just us! I'm excited and a little nervous. For once, I have no clue what we'll be doing. All I know is that it's a bus trip with David's work. They plan trips and offer them to the employees. I've been on one before...a trip to Chicago to shop. It was fun. So, I'm looking forward to going, not really looking forward to the bus! LOL!

[Laundry & The rest of my day!]

Wednesday is laundry day for me...every day should be...so, I'm off to do laundry. I'm going to try to stay off the computer today (only on when the boys nap). I need to spend some time with them too! :)

Have a great day! :)

2006-07-31T08:13:00.000-05:00

[ScrapArtist's 1st Birthday!]

My weekend consisted of a lot of things, we went swimming at David's 'work park', swam here at home in our little pool, put some of our new furniture in our living room (wow, what a change!) and ScrapArtist turned 1. LOL! SA is one of my favorite digi stores, but not just the store...the people there are soooo nice. (Hee Heeee! Hi, Kellie!) I had a blast this weekend doing some of their challenges. Oh, and I gave myself a little challenge of using mostly ScrapArtist products. I buy kits and don't get to use them as soon as I'd like because I need to use team products first. So, this time, SA came first. :)

Check out this thread for more info on the challenges: http://www.scrapartist.com/scrapforums/forumdisplay.php?f=52

So, I scrapped most of Saturday away...it was 106 degrees outside with the heat index figured in. YOU COULDN'T BREATH. I stayed in the air. LOL! Here are the challenges I've completed so far! The first one is my very favorite!!! Love the colors!!!

This was the "Poolside Reading" challenge. Scrap your 5 favorite things of summer -
with an emphasis on the journaling. You can see the credits here:
http://www.scrapartist.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=18175&cat=500&ppuser=892

This one was for the "Freestyle" challenge. This layout seriously only took me maybe 20 minutes. The only reason it took that long was because I wanted to put a little bit of thought into the journaling. Once I figured out what was going to do...I just did it and didn't go back and change any of it. That's so not normal for me! LOL! I figured...that is as free as I can be. You can see it closer here along with the credits:
http://www.scrapartist.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=18191&cat=500&ppuser=892

This was for the Synchronized Swimming challenge. You had to take 1 of 2 sketches and create a layout. I used the 8.5 x 11 sketch for my 12x12 page. Here are the credits: http://www.scrapartist.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=18201&cat=500&ppuser=892

I have one more finished, just not sure I like it...it's so plain. I've got ideas for the other 2 challenges too. I guess I'll try to get them done tonight.

[Eating and Drinking...]

Today is my last day of eating/drinking freedom. I guess I shouldn't say it that way. LOL! So far today I've had pizza for lunch, a coke and a few pretzels with whipped cream cheese. So not good for me! Tonight we're getting Olive Garden (or Outback, if David has his way). Tomorrow...it's withdrawl symptoms from no Coke. LOL! I'm ready though.

Okay, I'm going to go rest for a few minutes before Tristin and Paxtin get up from their nap. We've got to go pick up Anakin from camp in an hour anyway. :) Later!

2006-07-27T01:19:00.000-05:00

[Spud Club & Toot!!!!]

I haven't got to toot for a while and this one I've been waiting to let loose so, here it is!!! Look closely (or go to http://www.polkadotpotato.com/spudclub/kimandpetrasummerfun0806.htm to see it closer)! Anakin, Tristin, Paxtin, Paige (neighbor) and Hannah (my friend Ann's girl) are proudly displayed on MY samples for the new "Spud Club" at www.polkadotpotato.com. :)

I was honored to be asked to make the samples, it was so fun and totally easy to do. This was my first 'altered' project since I've gone "digi". Basically, you can use the templates that come with the project (insert your pictures, print and then add embellishments you want) or create your own. The one in the far background of Anakin is one of Kim Crother's templates, Hannah is in the cup. The others of Paige and Paxtin, I made. There is another template laying on the table and that's my 3 boys. You can see it here: http://www.polkadotpotato.com/catalog/product_info.php?cPath=33&products_id=240. So, check out the site and the club and go become a charter member!!! You can also try to win a year free membership here: http://www.polkadotpotato.com/bb/viewtopic.php?t=34&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0.

[Not much else]

is going on right now...it's almost 1:30 am and I'm still up! I took a nap this afternoon with the boys. Opps! We met some friends at a pizza place today and I ate PIZZA. Just one other food that I wanted to eat and not think about before the big day. LOL! I'm not saying I am cutting all pizza out of my life. I wouldn't survive. My boys wouldn't survive. LOL! I just can't eat as much. Okay, I'm rambling...night!!!

2006-07-25T21:53:00.000-05:00

[Look at what I got tonight!]

Amy Tanabe's new paper pack at ACOT. It's gorgeous...and 12 papers for $3!
Click here to be taken to the store!
http://www.acherryontop.com/digital/new/9000841/?l=1&sr=0

I don't know if I have a picture (or two) worthy of it...but, I'm going to search high and low for one! I may even do a little scanning of my baby book. I don't know why, but the first thing I thought of was a baby picture of me. LOL!

[Do boys ever have babies?]

Anakin, Paxtin and I were in the truck this morning going to pick Tristin up from summer pre-school. Anakin asks a TON of questions and this is the one he asked me today. "Do boys ever have babies?" I said, "No, they don't have the right stuff to have them." Was that vague enough? He then says..."Oh good, I'm glad. I don't ever want to have a baby." LOL! He then asked me where babies come out...and I just didn't feel like answering him. I was trying to drive for goodness sake! I have told him before and I'm very truthful...it comes out of Mommy's Pee Pee. Oh, that's bad isn't it. Someday...he'll find out it's not exactly from there...for now, it's ok.

[Library News - Some stuff I missed before & an update!]

Anakin started the library reading program 6 weeks into the 8 week program. In one week he caught up! He read 30 books PLUS his 2 'bonus' books that had to be chapter books. The chapter books didn't HAVE to be read by him, we could have read them to him...but, he read them all! Can I tell you how proud we were of him!?!?!?! He's only SIX! So, we took him and let him pick out a few "Magic Treehouse" books...that's his favorite chapter books. We came home from the library after getting his 6 weeks and 2 bonus books stamped and he sat down and finished like 6 more books. Crazy kid! He had the rest finished the next day. 10 more books and he was finished with the program. LOL! So, fast forward 2 weeks and here we are to today. He got to go to the library tonight for the ending party. They had root beer floats and watched some Bugs Bunny cartoons. He was so proud of himself. Oh and he got his last few 'book bucks' (they get 10 book bucks for every 5 books they read and then get to 'spend' them at their little store) and he got to pick out a new FREE book. He was soooooo excited to see they had the Magic Treehouse books! Thanks for letting me brag a little. It's just amazing to me (he is my firstborn afterall). He starts 1st Grade in a few short weeks...and we both are READY!!!

[Surprise on 8-5!]

David has something up his sleeve. All I know is the boys will be at a sitters...and we'll be back late. Hmmm...what could it be?

[Shopping]

So, I like to read Gina's blog (http://www.ginamiller.typepad.com/) to see what she buys at Target. That girl can spend $$$! LOL! So, I thought I'd tell you what I bought today. Not as exciting as Gina, I'm sure. First, we didn't go to Target (which I love) we went to Walmart. They had the college supplies out so I went looking for some cushions/pillows we could use in our 'new' living room.

Oh, wait, I didn't get to write about that either! We bought new furniture for our living room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can I tell you how excited I am? We have had hand-me-downs from my parents for the past 8 years. The couch is ripping, one of the recliners died...and our couch and chairs in the basement are even worse! The couch down there has to be over 100 years old...seriously...and it's been recovered multiple times. So, it was time. We got a new couch, love seat, chair, ottoman, coffee table, end tables and a couch table (I think that's what it's called). Basically, we're replacing everything but the entertainment center, which I'd love to get rid of...but, not now. I'll take pictures as soon as we get it in the living room.

So, I went looking for cushions/pillows to put on the floor for the boys (or us). Basically, we want to put the boys on the floor. LOL! I wanted beanbags, but they were HUGE and we don't have room for them. I hate the little ones... So, I found them at Walmart! 4...about $16 each. I was so excited. I got tan thinking they'd match our brown couch...nope...looks horrible! LOL! I'm going to go get the darker brown tomorrow.

What else did I buy?

A smushy ball for Paxtin - 88 cents!
Milk & Eggs
Coke (this is the last week)
Bacon and Sausage (Anakin wants to eat breakfast for supper this week!), My favorite BBQ chips (again, this is the last week)
Scalloped potatoes (lmbo...it just sounded good, I was thinking what can I buy that I like and haven't had and won't be having in a long time)
Mac N Cheese and Spagetthi O's (those are only for the kids...oh, okay, I'll eat a little Mac N Cheese)
Bread
A new makeup case for me
and
Chewy Lifesavers for Anakin and Bear cookies for Paxtin (he was HUNGRY).

What was the damage? $106 dollars for some junk and some pillows. UGH!

On that note...night!!!

2006-07-25T00:06:00.000-05:00

UGH!!!!!!!! Blogger just ate a long post with pictures. I'm going to cry!!! Here's the short version!

[I love Mater!]

Long story short. This is at David's work...they sponsored "Cars" and they came to corporate headquarters for us to see. Thank God because the next day they had the cars at a public location and thousands upon thousands came through. As you can see here, we had it good!

[Runner up?]

They say I came in first, but really I really came in 2nd, so wouldn't I be called "runner up"? At any rate, here are the contest results: http://www.peppermintcreative.com/DNTS/top5.html You can click on our names to see our layouts we did for the contest. Personally, I know that I did the best I could do and creativity, I rocked the house. The contest pushed me once again. I'm glad I participated. Now, I need to concentrate on my design/creative teams and rock them. ;)

Okay...must...go....to....bed!!! Night!

2006-07-24T08:15:00.000-05:00

Here are the pictures!

My strong man winning a prize for Tristin. :) I didn't realize that they change the degree of 'hardness' on these games! LOL! He won what Tristin was wanting non-the-less.

Tristin aka "Mr. Squinty Eyes" with his prize...a blow up Superman "balloon" as he calls it.

This is my most favorite picture. Anakin in the front with Tristin following him,
as always. They were having fun cooling off in the water.

This was the only character the boys wanted to pose with! LOL!
One of their favorite cartoons right now. Scooby-Doo!

David and the boys

Me and the boys

Anakin...love this picture!!!

Paxtin eating "dippin' dots" for the first time. These things are cool.
Little tiny balls of ice cream. He pretty much ate the whole dish!
He was soaked by the time he was done and we had to change his shirt. LOL!!!

The sweetest picture. Anakin and Tristin curled up next to each other at the hotel.
One minute they were awake...the next they were out! Peace...of course Paxtin was up another hour after this. He fell asleep at the park because we were there so late. He was also very excited to be free to run around...poor baby hardly walked the whole day!

2006-07-23T22:27:00.000-05:00

[Six Flags]

We had a great time at Six Flags! The weather couldn't have been more perfect. After a week of almost 100 degree weather and storms, the mid 80's with a nice breeze was amazing. I actually got chilled in the evening too! (Love it)

Here are a few of my favorite pictures from our trip:

Okay so...Blogger doesn't like me right now. It won't let me add my pics. I'll try again in the morning.

[Humiliation]

I can't believe I'm going to share this here, but I figured if why not..It'ss not a secret that I'm fat and not many people read my blog. LOL! I had the most humiliating experience of my 'fat career' at Six Flags. I knew I wasn't going to be able to ride a lot of the rides due to my weight and I was prepared somewhat for that. Emotionally, I was worn down by the end of the day. I love rides. I love my kids. I love seeing them have fun...and I didn't get to share that with them. Yes, I got to see their faces when they came off the rides and hear what they thought, but I wasn't THERE.

Anyway, David went with Anakin on the Scooby Doo ride and said I could go. So, I took Tristin. For those that don't know, it's a water/boat ride in a dark tunnel type thing and you shoot a laser at these lights and things pop out at you. I thought, no problem, I can fit. Well, the fitting wasn't the problem. We got up to the front of the line and I saw the boats. They were TINY. Tristin got in first (and he wanted in the front). This child weighs 28 lbs soak and wet. Then, I got in. I thought the whole front end of the boat was going to go under. I prayed like crazy and turned my head away from the crowd of people waiting in line. The whole ride all I thought of was...what if it sunk! We get through 1/2 the ride and there's a part in it where you go up a little ramp and then plunge down into the water. (Of course this is where they take your PICTURE.) I almost had a nervous breakdown!!! I thought for sure when we were pointed down the ramp we'd go straight in. So, why am I sharing this? Well, I was embarrassed. I have never been that embarrassed. I was sad for Tristin...because really...even though I kind of enjoyed the ride, I probably was more worried about sinking and having to go get out of that little boat in front of a whole new crowd standing in line. Tristin didn't notice anything. He was so stinking scared of the ride! He didn't even 'shoot' anything. He was safely snuggled under my arm (in my arm pit!) the whole time shaking!

I guess this all comes at a good time. On August 1st a few friends and I are going to start the weight loss journey together. A few are going to do Weight Watchers and I...well, I'm going to "do" Dr. Phil, The Biggest Loser and South Beach Diet all rolled up in one. I need to change my lifestyle. I can't just try to lose a little by eating salad for a few months. I have got to cut out the fat, sugar and processed CRAP that I eat. I did this before I got pregnant with Paxtin. I lost 30 lbs in 3 months (and that's why I got pregnant with him!!!). I can do it. I felt so good at that point! I was still huge, but man, I'm even bigger now. The biggest I've ever been.

Jenny, one of my friends just emailed me and is planning "The Last Supper" for all of us. LOL! Sunday night we're meeting and bringing our favorite foods to share. Yep, I'm bringing my 2 favorite dishes from the Mandarin Garden - Mongolian Chicken and Garlic Chicken. I might even get an order of Crab Rangoon. Until then, I am going to try to wean myself off of regular coke. That's the biggest sugar intake I have. When I did this before, I got to where Dt. Coke tasted like a million dollars. Right now, it tastes NASTY. It's time to break out the Splenda and decaf tea!

Sorry this is so long. It felt good to share it in cyber space.

[New Designer Digitals Goodies]

Okay, when we got home today one of the first things I did was jump on my computer to see what Designer Digitals had coming out today. Oh wow...I'm excited! I love their brushes and Jackie E's stuff is my favorite there. I like it all, but Jackie is more my style of GRUNGE! Here is what is on my wish list: (I can't copy DD's images so here are the links.)

Scratchy Paper Pack
Scratchy Elements
Quirky Stitches, Black
Double Take Boy
Beyond Measure Brush & Stamps
Permanent Record Stamps
Between The Lines Borders

Okay, I'll stop there! I know I've missed a few weeks (of buying) and there are so many things I want to buy. :)

[Inspiration]

Oh, and I got great inspiration from a Mountain Dew ad on a bill board near Six Flags! I can't wait to scrap it. :) I'm off to bed...well, soon. I'll have to answer a few emails first. Night!

2006-07-21T23:16:00.000-05:00

[Kim Christensen...she's done it again!]

This CD was released last week, but with my blog 'down', I didn't get to show it off as I would have. So, here it is...the best CD I've ever seen. Seriously. To top it off, it's all BOY (but could be used for a girl too...it's just not flowery and no PINK!) :) Okay, Kim and Meredith Fenwick did a boy CD a few months ago that rocks too! I can't forget that. I need to go back and use that more. It's also at www.scrapbook-bytes.com.

Link to Kim's CD at the store: http://scrapbookbytes.com/store/product.php?productid=19130&cat=0&page=1 There is a downloadable CD, a shipped CD and she's putting the individual kits in right now.

Here are the layouts I've made with the CD so far. (You can click on my gallery links to the right also to get a closer looks...and leave me some love.) I seriously can't wait to use them again. Kim has the BEST elements I've ever seen. They are always varied and different...not the same tags, etc. that we see all the time. I had so much fun doing these:

Tristin, my goggle boy, actually I have 2, Paxtin is one too...I just haven't done the layout yet. LOL!
Credits: Kim's "White Water" kit from her RAD CD. This LO will be in next month's E-zine at Scrapbook-bytes!!!

Credits: Kim's "SK8" kit from her RAD CD. I want to EAT the circle paper. LOL!

Credits: Kim's "Market" kit from her RAD CD.

For some reason, it's not letting me add the last layout here, so here's a link to my gallery:

http://www.digishoptalk.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=2620&cat=500&ppuser=138

[Miss Mint Contest]

I entered another contest at www.peppermintcreative.com. Mainly because I just wanted the challenge. My favorite layouts are the ones that I did in the last contest...so, I figured I just needed the push. I have entered my last layout and now the wait is on to see who wins. You can see all my layouts here: http://www.peppermintcreative.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=lastupby&uid=261.

Okay, that's all for now, I've GOT to go pack. We're heading to Six Flags tomorrow (and David just told me it has FREE wireless access!)...lol!!!

2006-07-21T11:27:00.000-05:00

[Thank you]

To my official "tech support", my hubby David! :) I worked on my blog for about 2 1/2 hours last night and just couldn't figure out why my posts were not showing up! Well, he figured it out. Thank you, Honey!

[Updates]

I have so many things to share, but don't have the time today! We are cleaning today (David's off), doing laundry and getting ready for a little trip! We're taking the boys to Six Flags tomorrow. So, look for an update on Sunday or Monday (at the latest).

Hugs!

2006-07-21T02:08:00.000-05:00

Keela, I think we have your blog fixed. How does this look? Do let us know. Thanks!

- keelathefox Tech Support

2006-07-08T23:47:00.000-05:00

So, I'm starting over! I don't know what I did to the other template...but, I figure it'll be easier to just fix it this way. Wish I knew what I was doing! LOL! Stick with me, I'll have things back up and running soon!

2006-06-07T18:52:00.000-05:00

[Test]

I can't get my last entry to show up!!!!!!!!! I can't figure it out... :(

2006-06-07T01:31:00.000-05:00

[RUN to Digital Freebies!!!!]

Seriously friends, you've got to see these. Joana Carvalho, remember that name. Look at what she's just released..and they are all 40% off at http://www.digitalfreebies.com/mmstore/manufacturer.php?id=57 until Monday, 6/12. Normally, $4.25 each, they are only $1.70 this week...all 6 for $10.20. (The reduced price shows up in your cart when you check out.) HELLO?! What a deal...and they are gorgeous! What are you waiting for...RUN!!! (I told you I loved them Joana!)

2006-06-06T20:34:00.000-05:00

[For my FishScraps Team Mates!]

A very scary reality coming soon...

I saw this in my dh's Nintendo game magazine and about fell of my chair! I think I had nightmares that night. ;) Carrie, I know you'll do a much better job...LOL!!!

2006-05-28T01:42:00.000-05:00

[Why?]

Okay, I've been told that something is too wide and that's why the right side of my blog gets pushed down...ugh! I don't know HTML...I don't know how to fix it. It comes and goes. Can anyone help me?

[New Site - EBB Creations!]

It's new to me. It's new to Digital Scrapbooking. Two of my best IRL (in real life) buddies are hanging there...so, I'm now there. They are looking for digital designers to sell there....check them out: www.ebbcreations.com. They've got some cool free fonts too (but I tried to download them and it didn't work...I'll pm Enrique about that tomorrow).

[Sunday Night, UDS and My 1 Year Digi Anniversary]

It's "the day" I find out if I'm one more step closer to being the Ultimate Digi Scrapper. You know, Friday was my 1 year digi Anniversary...and when I think about going from my first layout to the 4th round in the contest in one year. Darn, I'm proud! Who cares (well, I will slightly) if I don't make it to the next round! I know I have a lot to learn and my style is evolving everyday...I'm so blessed to have been embraced by the digi community as I have...my Creative Teams, the designers are amazing. :) I could go on and on. Oh man, I'm tired and can't think...night!

2006-05-26T10:33:00.000-05:00

[Jan?]

I'm laughing HARD at this...because it's probably more true than I'd like to admit! (Not to say that I think people think I'm a major babe! LOL!)

You Are Jan Brady

Brainy and a little introverted, you tend to think life is a lot worse than it actually is.
And while you may think you're a little goofy looking, most people consider you to be a major babe.

What Brady Are You?